three fragments

1. who am i?
a wizard or a scared little girl,
a smile or a gasp?
i have to keep you at arms reach or as close as possible
if you fail me my heart aches
my feelings bleed for you
and fall abstract on the floor

2. i look down at you and smile
cut you open and squeeze your heart
until your eyes roll back and you meet god's graces

3. an angel's been following me
he tells me he loves me
i love him more than anything
his face is sublime
soft and gentle and perfect
full of fire and grace
he hides between trees
and in his elevated glance
i can see the seasons changing
he lives high up in some beautiful place
in a beautiful city
and the sun illuminates him
and his quiet subtle grace