Another poem. INSIDE A BODY OF GLASS

[frozen_joth]

Inside a Body of Glass I'm on the inside looking at you, You don't even believe what you see of me, Only so you think I'm alive, I've been in my mind, I have nothing to hide...., They say I'm cured from myself, But I can't say I'm over it, I can't feel alive if I'm dead inside, To many scars to count, I wanna sleep so long to forget this all, I have dug my own grave and I'm waiting, You see I can not be saved, I hide in my own complexity, I still haven't shedded this pain, I'm just tolerating you more, Manipualting my way out, The only thing I was taught right, Can you smell the anger in me?, You think you know me?, Explain my explainations, I'm only here because you believe I am, Do you believe that or only wish to? Your life and reality...., Is it only what you wish to believe?. What can you beLIEve??? ----------------------------------- I wrote this after I got home from the hospital. I was comitted for slicing my wrists. More like shredding, gashing and stabbing them. I don't remember it though...Long Story anyways. Just tell me what you think of it. I'll quit posting my poems if you like. just be honest. I have plenty more I can post. Just lemme know. thanks.

[ffx-dreamz]

Holy shit. Amazing, and it really gets you thinking eh? don't quit posting your poems. They are awesome!

[Truthbearer]

That, as usual, was awesome... Don't stop posting your poems, they truly are amazing and tell a lot about yourself and you view on life I also hope you can fight your demons and defeat them....

[Howie]

Quite slicing your wrists! Don't stop writing in the Forum. That piece of work reminds me of a person who is ready to explode from the inside, but appears to everyone else to be fine. A person who needs an outlet. Like writing.

[Zapheera]

Quite slicing your wrists! Don't stop writing in the Forum.[/b] I AGREE! You seem to be able to express you're feelings well in writing. Hope it's enough. Happiness is often overlooked! I enjoy reading your work...keep it coming.