Here's a start, I'll explain what it's about underneath.
I am running myself
Into smaller and smaller circles
But the routine itself
Is looking so square
Looking for the future
The one that could be going my way
I just have to lie down
And wait for the next skyward train
Do you ever look up for a moment
And find that everything's different
Find the days are widening
It takes more to make the distance
And the time plays such strange
Tricks on my mind
And dying won't bring relief
There's no answer for this
I'll hang onto the floor
Trying to shake myself free
I'll hang forever
The world turning on me
I still look for the future
This isn't going my way
If this is all I can have
Then I don't want anymore
It can't just be the chemicals
In my brain
I can't keep doing the same thing
Again and again
Do you ever look up for a moment
And find that everything's different
Soon the world might open up
I just pretend it's really happening for me
And the time plays such strange
Tricks on my mind
And dying won't bring relief
Death won't bring release
I'll hang onto the floor
Trying to shake myself free
I'll hang forever
The world turning on me
I'll hang from the floor
As it falls into the horizon
I'll hang forever
And ever and ever and ever
I'll hang onto the floor
Trying to shake myself free
I'll hang forever
The world turning on me
I'll hang from the floor
Ashes on the horizon
I'll hang forever
And ever and ever and ever
I'll hang onto the floor
Trying to shake myself free
I'll hang forever
The world turning on me
I'll hang myself from the floor
And death won't set me free
I'll hang forever
Suspended, trapped, there is no release.
Most of the time I'm a happy, energetic person, but lately I've found myself more depressed than I've ever been in my life, and that's certainly lead to a lot of inpiration... That particular piece is about when you slip into a low, and the agonizing wait that comes before the next high. I had this idea of the world and perception turning upside down, so that you're clinging to the floor in this surreal, incomprehensible and terrifying nightmare, and that's all you really can do until the world tips the right way up again. The blatant references to suicide and that particular method of it comes from a close friend who killed himself a few months ago, which still freaks the absolute shit about me. It's relevant to the whole piece because right now, in my current state, I can really sympathise with the people who end up going that way.
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