I'm always worried about losing my poems. I don't write anymore, unfortunately. Maybe posting some of my oldies will get me feeling creative again as well as storing them safely where I can't lose them.
The first poem in my collection was written for school in 1987
"Angels
I'd love to be an angel
With beautiful, silken wings
And live way in in Heaven
In a Haven full of trees
I'd fly around the kingdom
Riding a beam of light
And watch my friends
Who live on Earth
And see that they're alright
I'd be a perfect angel,
Obeying every rule
And if I really had to
I'd even go to school
I'd make some friends
And keep them
They'd never be hurt
nor teased
For even in the City of Peace
Friends are what
We really need."
Now jump ahead to 1989
"If Anybody's Out There
If anybody's out there,
Listening to my prayer
First off I'd like to thank you
For you're the only one who cares.
My parents tongues are slashing,
Shattering all my dreams
At times I'd like to curse them,
At other just to scream.
They say my plans are stupid,
They say that I'm a snob
I fear they're right and then we fight
And afterwards I'd like to sob.
My fathers hands are brutal
They hurt with every strike
He calls my brother many names
We'd like to take a hike!
I know they've got their problems
But so do the kids they borne;
I wish they'd stop and think
Before they hit, before they scorn."
1990
This was written for a story I wanted to write but never did.
"Niawa
The gods, they gathered 'round the moon
Earth is born, day, night and noons.
Primitive creatures made from the earth
Man and woman, holy births.
The Heavens shine above with war
Demons roam the earth in scorn
The Evil god wants to reign
Niawa fight, balance maintains.
Water tumbles from the sky
Most man and creature have hence died
The world is cleansed, no more askew
The demons buried, life starts anew...
Not True."
Skip a bunch of emo poems...
Now it's 11/07/1991 I was 17 years old and had run away from home. I was living in some water drainage tunnels under the streets of Pensacola, Florida and my boyfriend at the time told me many tall tales about adventures he had taken with a friend. His stories helped inspire this poem.
"Cave Hell
The memories that were made here,
the time that we shared,
Still longing to do more
and willing to dare
We experienced good,
survived the bad,
We froze and fought
but we'll always be on top
Never-ending tunnels
Ever-lasting tears
We'll say farewell to sorrows
We'll throw away our fears
I hear a whistle blowing
Only time will tell
We'll be in a box-car rolling
Somewhere between here and hell.
[Dedicated to "Quint, Hawk and W.D. May your adventures never die and the road never end. And may we all be young and free forever.]"
Skip a bunch more emo poems
1993 An excerpt from a Novelette I wrote
"For Love, For Life
Unicorns dance at twilight high
the elves and fairies drawing nigh
Words of wisdom echo past
This land called Peace, forever last
Embrace me hard, embrace me long
Keep me safe from all ill wrongs
From thunder, rain and creeping things,
Monster, bullies, thieves;
No harm to me or those I love
I beg of you, please keep."
(It was the prayer and escapism of a young teen who was kidnapped and sold as a sex slave)
Skip yet more emo poems
This next one was written 07/29/1997 I was working as an exotic dancer, drinking every night and one night I saw where my life was heading if I continued.
"Tears of a Child
Daddy won't you play with me
I need your love, why can't you see?
Not only tears or endless strife
Your silence cuts me like a knife
Mommy, I'll be good today
Just never, ever go away
I'm not found in any bottle
But I'd love a shot of mollycoddle
I don't ask for much, you know
But through your love, I learn to grow
Just some patience and a little time
And maybe, please, a soothing rhyme?
The kids at school have marvels to tell
About family times; how all is well
None have a tear to brim a single eye
Why push me away, the harder I try?
Haven't you guessed that I love y'all yet
Or is that something you'll never 'get'?
I know you both have lives that bind
Please remember your child, don't leave me behind."
Another Novelette excerpt. Written at around 1995
"March For Freedom [a song]
Allow me, friends, to tell you a story
The story's about love and also of freedom
Our planet is riddled with plagues and diseases
Our people are dying, they're filling the streets
But we'll march on, march to the light
March for our lives and our freedoms
Our heartaches wont last long we'll one day know peace
For this life's like a nightmare from which we'll escape.
We've gone on and lived what fate's chosen to give us
And our lives may be rough, but our souls are enduring
We have prayed for the strength to be able to make it
And make it, we will, with Christ on our side
And we'll march on, march to the light
March to our strength and our courage
The Lord is our staff, we can draw on his love
Oppression, behind us, we will rise above!
Our spirits are high as we travel to better
The place is like Heaven, it's meaning is peace
There are many a person who stand in our way
But with God in our hearts, He will show us the way
So we will march on, march to the light
March to the city of beauty
In Heaven, above us, His armies are strong
Christ sets a new course, the angels joining our throng!"
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