I think i wilded

i was sitting in my second period class and felt really tired so i decided to go to sleep. i wasn't really sleeping i was just letting my mind wander, but i was still conscious. and after 30 minutes or so i figure i'd better get up and and do some work so i try to get up and BOOM! frozen. once more i try to move with no success. after a few seconds of violently trying to i realized i was in sleep paralysis, but instead of trying to wild i keep trying to force myself up. at the time it was so painful it was just unbearable. it felt someone turned the gravity up to 100 times earths gravity(DBZ Reference :D) like my eyes were being squeezed out of their sockets. but then i remembered what i had read on DV about getting out of SP so i start to wiggle my fingers until they can freely move and work my way through the rest of my body. so it works and im back in class right?

NO!:sleepmeditate2: for some strange reason i dont notice but i'm in a dream in a different class. i start talking to my brother who isnt even in that class about my history project and in the dream i put my head down to go to sleep, and i re-enter SP. so i use the same technique to get out once again but this time i wake up for real.

so what i want to know is why didn't i go lucid if there was no lapse in consciousness. was it because LDing wasn't my goal? Oh and and during the sleep paralysis, i could hear my friends talking about me sleeping and i even heard one of them ask if i passed out. i wanted so badly to get up and say "no you idiot" but i was paralized. anyway yeah i've never realy been a fan of wilds but i'm atempting one tonight because of today's events.

What is your view on this?

When I enter SP, i get the same results as you, "frozen" you try to move and scream but you just cant move and you freak out. What I do is when i enter SP which is scary for me everytime, I calm myself down and say that its just a dream. Sleep paralysis is already a dream, when I go into SP and cant move, what I do is rolling out of the bed then you can suddenly pop out and move again. For me sleep paraylsis is already a lucid dream once you can move.