Dreams of Having Lucid Dreams?
Last night i had some intricate dreams, 2 of which included: dreaming, realizing i was dreaming and flying etc. etc. and then having a false awakening, telling my friend known as Logol on DV's that i had a lucid last night and then having that dream change, next thing you know be dreaming and become lucid try some random dream control AND FINALLY actually wake up.
Am i simply dreaming of becoming lucid, or becoming lucid (for real) followed by a false awakening that i am fooled by?
I even remember waking from my 'lucid' and writing down DILD in the middle of the night for the morning. Of course that was not on my paper in the morning. I have a feeling that i want to attain lucidity to the point that i get enveloped in the craving hahaha.. These dreams of becoming lucid seem pretty unrealistic, i don't have the same awareness as i usually do while lucid. So what do you think?
Weird Attainment of Lucidity
So last night another crazy thing happened.
I was having a dream that i was having a 'play war' on this big field with a lot of hills. I went behind a HUGE hill where some people were sitting on chairs. Most of the people soon left and i sat down and became tired in the dream. I was looking at some girl that was there, but with eyes closed ( HI ? ). Soon i see her get up and i feel as if i just did a WILD so i get up, do some reality checks etc.
I am dreaming and lucid, from then on i am excited that i did my first WILD and am lucid till waking. While lucid i know i am asleep, but think i am asleep in the chair at the park. After waking up i think it was a real wild, but then realize it was like a dream-to wild.
Though i attained a lucid in an odd way i personally think that it can be considered a 'real' lucid, felt very real and in control, besides of course thinking i was asleep in a dream i failed to realize was a dream.
What do you think?