Imminent realisation cancels sleep
Well I'm now nearly 3 months trying to get lucid, with a few minor improvements here and there but nothing over 20%, for those who know what I'm talking about.
(For those who don't: http://www.dreamviews.com/f11/levels-lucidity-36173/)
I've had this suspicion for some time now but today I got some got evidence. The problem is, always as soon as I'm about to realize what's going on, my dream gets cancelled immediatly, nearly as though to prevent me from getting lucid and that's pretty darn frustrating.
As example: Today I dreamt that a certain person was dead for a few weeks or something like that (who isn't dead actually), I appearently didn't really care as well. But then at some point I came to ask myself how someone can be dead for weeks if I saw this person just a day ago. But even before I could faintly grasp the meaning of this I was propelled out of sleep as though to keep me from getting even a small hint of lucidity...
My sleep was cancelled before leaving the 20%.
I realized I was dreaming directly while waking up, man...
It might be an small step forward to at least notice something wrong in a dream, unlike before. But it's frustrating to progress this slowly, yet I know that some people took way more time than I have behind me so far.
Still, my question is: Does anyone know any possible way to prevent this specific problem, waking up as soon as realisation is imminent, yet not quite there?