So this night, i tried to wild for the first time. And i got to the transition Phase, but that's where it all got messed up.
It was like this.. I was lying in my bed for över an hour, trying to relax visualize a dream, watching lightpatterns and was just waiting for the Transitionphase. All of a sudden i feel how my body goes numb, i start to vibrate, and all this ofcourse shocks me, cuz it came so fast.. And it felt like i was falling in a increadible speed downwards..
Well, since i've read a bit about this, I remember that I'ts nothing to be scared about. Everything that's happening to me is perfectly normal. BUT.. It's one thing that i'm not sure how to handle.
When in Transition Phase, my heart starts pounding like x10 speed. This is not of excitement, cuz i found myself pretty calm durting the process, trying to count 1..I'm Dreaming, 2.. I'm Dreaming etc..
And not only the heartrate goes up, but.. I'm having trouble breathing, i was breathing through my nose, but after some time in Transition, I gotta open my mouth slightly to gain extra air.
When i did this.. my transition Phase faded away and all i felt was numbness in my body, ( I get numb in certain parts of my body before I enter Transition )
So i tried to prepare mentally for another try. I lie in my bed trying to do the same thing as before.. but nothing happens so i decided to forfeit this time. Trying again tonight tho. But i need some help about this Breathing thingy. I kinda got worried since i didn't get enough air, felt like i was gonna choke if i didn't do anything about it.
Please, anyone help me with this. Thanks