Another WILD attempt(Almost this time!)

Hi,

So just now I tried to give WILD another go. And holy smokes I was close! I've tried WILD pretty many times now and have tried to get to the point where I've gotten mild SP's, although not someone where my whole body have been totally into an SP.

Because I'm feeling extremely exhausted and tired tonight, I think it would be the perfect time to try again as I had a really easy time relaxing;)

I lay down, and began to relax. It was easy, and I was laying very nice and comfortable right away. I closed my eyes and started to count nice and slowly. I soon found that I actually entered a real SP! It's actually a hard feeling to explain when it happens, but I am 100% sure it was an SP. And I also felt the evil present. It was actually a lot harder to ignore than I thought it was. But I still got through it nice and easily and ignored it. After this, I start to a lot of white dots in the black at my eyes. This must have been HI. Although they were pretty weak and deffinately and dissapeared again pretty quickly. Now, I started to get this feeling where everything in my mind just became clear, I had no problems concentration anymore. At this state, I was seriously in doubt whenever I was in a dream, or if it was still my real body I could feel. And this is where I make my mistake;) I try to open my eyes and hope for it to be my dreaming eyes, and well, it wasn't. I was back to RL again. hehe.

Although I am still very excited with how far I got:) And I'm sure I'll be able to pull it off soon.

Cheers.

Heh. I'm right with you on this one. I always open my eyes or try to move too early. Just do things in your mind is what I've been told. Try to sort of move as if you were daydreaming and the dream should fade into existance. Idunno if that's true. The only WILDs I've had were VILDs and they were spontaneous :(

heh, yeah. I was actually trying to move myself with my mind, if that makes sense. But since it all felt so dream-like, I just tried to take a chance and it failed, hehe.

Yep. My advice to you is to just wait until you can be absolutely sure. Someimtes you're just not gonna be able to WILD. I doubt there are many people who do it 100% of the time and succeed.