Re: How it started for me...
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Originally posted by OceanSpirit
When I was a kid I used to suffer from really bad nightmares which left me awake and scared sh*tless. I found that if I didn't leave a decent interval before falling asleep again, I would rejoin the 'mare where I left it. I discovered after a while that I could wake myself up by closing my eyes in the dream and kind of 'sucking' myself back out into consciousness. Therefore, I had to know in the first place that I was dreaming. After this realisation, I was able to control the dreams as I wished. Great fun! I live almost a double life....
It was like that for me too, but I never thougt that it was uncommon. It was neat to see what happend in the dream, like watching a wierd movie. Never talked too anyone about it, untill this spring when I realized that I did'nt become aware anylonger, so I talked with a friend about it but I got the same reaction as you.
Havent thougt more since then, untill I read in a computer forum about this site. Been reading in this forum now and realise that I miss being able to fly and watch worst homvideos etc.