How do I get complete SP?
Okay. Here's the deal. The closest I come to lucidity starts like this:
Middle of the day (there's ALWAYS an open window shining light on me, if that makes any difference) and I'm laying down to take a nap. Somehow (the last time it was because I heard a dryer going LOUDLY and realized that I shouldn't since the dryer is all the way downstairs) my face gets really tight and my teeth clench, grind, feel like they're drawing blood (but they're not).
This evolves into my torso and arms going into SP. Last time I just saw images, which was cool, but this time I wanted to walk. So I tried to open my dream eyes--big mistake. I opened my real eyes. I closed them immediately and went back into the weird state. I tried sitting my dream self up, with eyes closed, and did it!! Then I tried getting up and couldn't!!
I think the reason for this is because I can't seem to get SP in my legs. Any techniques on how to do this? Am I really even going into SP? Please, help.