WILD--so close. am i too excited?
I've had 3 WILDs this week. Great, right? Except they lasted about 4 seconds each.
The first one I saw that my room was bright, realized I was dereaming (maybe it halfway between a WILD/DILD?), did a throat RC, got excited and tried to pounce on the ground next to my bed. I "whited-out" and woke up. My fault.
The second and third happened back-to-back last night. I got vibrations, but failed to WILD. I WILD'd successfully about a minute later and ended up in my dream-bed. Wanting to be careful, I did a throat RC, nose RC, and another throat RC, all of which passed. I tried to slowly get out of bed, but woke up.
I kept still and after a few seconds DEILD'd into the same scenario. I did the throat RC, which passed. I said to myself, as calm as possible, "I am dreaming, I am God," but by time I finished, I was awake and heard myself finish talking in real life. A final RC failed. This one was less than 2 seconds.
No matter what I do, these seem to fade very quickly. Any advice? Does it sound like I'm just getting too excited? Should I just keep practicing and trying to stay calm?
