WILD Levels

Hi, i am trying WILD´s since about one Week every day.

Usaly i go to sleep on 23:30 and wake up without a Alarm on 5:40 or 6:00...then i try to DEILD, but its very Rare that i get the rush in the ears and then its also very rare that the Dream "opens" so if DEILT dont work i try to WILD....but because i practise this technique only one week its hard for me to tell how far i get or how close i get to the lucid level, so i wanted to tell you guys what happens and maybe someone can tell me how close i am:

- i Close my eyes and make myself comfordible and just see everything is black.

- after maybe 5-10 Minuted in the blackness some shaped apear, i try to just follow the shapes with my eyes and think about nothing, sometimes i think about the white circle that is in Laberge´s Book and then i see bright sports and shapes moving around it...

- after some minutes i see three styles of shapes like white ones, black ones and some in between...they move like waves in all directions....

- i still try to just observe but sometimes i want to scratch myself because something tickels me, or my girlfriend moves or i think about something or or or...whatever...after the Shaped move and move some minuted they get slower and i see everything almost black...and i dont know if its start over again or if ots the next step..its like a other kind of black and i feel my body gets little heavier i feel a little like i exist only in my head...but then i try to achieve more and i dont know if i ruin it or what i have to do and how much i can think...at first i got very excited when the shaped startet to moving then i was able to hold the excitement back till the "other blackness" came...maybe i just have to be pacient and practise more...

Maybe someone can tell me if im on the right way...