Couldn't control my body!! Lol.
I just had another lucid like 20 minutes ago, it's crazy man. It's just flowing for me this month. I think it's because I'm finally reality checking like I should be, and I'm finding out what works for me and what doesn't. I've been doing these "passive" WILDs lately that I miss the transition, but I become lucid right as the dream starts. Read!!
So I woke up this morning, and wasn't planning on lucid dreaming. But my mom left to work and since I was home alone and it was quiet, might as well go back to bed. So I laid in bed thinking what should I do? I decided WILD. But instead of staying still and concentrating and all that stuff, I just decided to sleep normally. For me, "normally" is tossing and turning every 5 minutes. It doesn't hinder my sleepiness. I've finally concluded that staying still, ONLY keeps me awake. I HAVE to move. Anyways, the last position I ended up in before I knocked out, was my back. So in the dream, I'm in my living room with my girlfriend, fooling around. Next thing I knew (this part is weird) a penis grew out of my living room floor! wtf?? My GF was like, "Wow, how is that even possible?". I said, "I don't know, unless I'm drea....". BAM. Lucid. I didn't even RC, no need for it =D. However, for the fuck of it, I thought to myself, "My hands never look weird in a dream anyways, they're always normal". So I looked at my hand and my pinky was out of place, which freaked me out so I looked away.
But as soon as I became lucid, I got sucked to the ground!! Like the gravity was super high or some shit. I then concluded that my dream body was in the same position as my sleeping body in RL. My dream vision kept mixing with my RL vision as well. I say this because it was really hard to keep my dream eyes open, and whenever they closed and I opened them again, the first thing I saw was my ceiling, which led me to believe that I was putting in so much effort that I kept opening my eyes in real life, and whatever was there, I saw in the dream. I'm amazed that it didn't wake me up and the dream continued. When I tried to get up (in the dream), it was VERY sluggish, and everytime I stopped resisting, I got sucked to the ground again. I managed to get up and walk around, but it took A LOT of energy on my part. While I was walking, my head was being sucked back, so my neck was bended in a postion that in REAL LIFE would render someone dead. But other than that, everything was so real, my living room looked exactly like it did in real life. After a while I got tired so I just let myself wake up. So here I am, posting this.
This happen to anybody?? I'm not upset at all, just curious. It was kinda fun.
EDIT: OH! I forgot to mention that before I woke up, I thought being in a new location might fix my paralysis, so I closed my eyes and thought "Beach". And it MUST have worked because even with my eyes closed I felt everything get bright and warm! But then I thought, "NO! too bright! Miguels house!". But then I awoke, hehe.
