How close was I?

I was trying to WILD one night, and I got pretty far... I think. I had been laying there with my eyes closed for about 40 minutes untill I just figured that it wasn't going to work. I opened my eyes, relaxed, and closed them again.

Right when I did that, my mind "said" something strange that I can't exactly remember, and my body jolted. Not my mind, my body- like when you're thinking of running, and you trip and jolt up in bed. I opened my eyes, relaxed again, and closed my eyes.

My mind reppeatted what it had thought earlier, and I jolted again. This time, I decided to close my eyes the whole time to see what would happen. I relaxed, preparing for sleep, and closed my eyes. My body jolted, as usual, but afterwards, I immediately fell asleep. No paralysis, HI imagery, nothing. Oh, and no lucid dream.

So... how close was I to WILDing?

I'd say you were close. I've gotten pretty far and I've only had 1 WILD. And it was by accident.

You were on the edge. Almost done.

Try to not focus as much on the SP steps. When you feel the jolts, tell yourself, "I lucid dream" and nothing else. You will see it works.

Great job!