 Originally Posted by beachgirl
where do failed reality checks come in on the spectrum?
early this morning during a dream, i tried an RC but it didn't work.
(i tried putting my hand through my other hand.) Clucnk!
i did this several times, no less.
i woke up and wondered, was i lucid, or not?
not that it matters - i'm not keeping score of my ld's, but i was curious. was i or wasn't i? it felt kind of half way or semi-lucid.
I had this happen once where, in my dream, I discovered my lack of pants. I thought to myself, "This has to be a dream, I wouldn't go out without pants on!" but everything felt pretty real, so I decided to RC. Palm through hand. Which clunked, and failed.
And this confused me because deep down, I knew this was a dream. I literally was like, "Why did this fail?!" and I spent my lucidity struggling with the notions that A) the RC failed and B) that meant I left the house without my pants on, in "real life."
Realizing lucidity, without a doubt, feels like an A-ha! moment, for me. It's completely unmistakable... it's true, you just know.
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