FFS!!! :bang:

I have actully missed three attempts at going lucid in a row.
The first time, I had a false awakening, and was trying to go back to sleep, when I got the sensation of passing into a lucid :D (wind rushing past ears) I never get excited as its happened enough times for me to get used to it, but I can't remeber what happened this time but it wasn't a lucid!!! Why, because I was 'tired' :bang: .

Anyway, wasn't really that annoyed at the time so I almost forgot about it.

So the next night (night before last,(in England)), I went to sleep. Woke up (for real), rolled over and went into SP. I then stared at the wall for a bit and felt myself passing into a lucid :) Then when I tried to open my eyes (I have to imagine to do this for it to work) I couldn't because it was to hard to open my dream eyes without opening my real ones. I then fell asleep after trying this into a NON FUCKING LUCID.

THEN, the next night I went into SP, and was about to open my eyes (after rubbing my hands) and looked around. It was weird, like I was sensing my bedroom (I knew i was dreaming because it was my old bedroom and everything was moved around). I then tried to open my eyes and succeded, but then fell asleep (out of the lucid) Why, because I was 'tired' :bang: .

All of these were definately 100% going to be lucids (I have no doubt whatsoever) so now I'm a bit pissed coz when I was in the lucid dream, I was thinking about everything I could do.

Any suggestions, guidance or random posts not concerning this thread at all, are welcome :)