A few years ago, I had a lot of OBEs, almost every night, around the same time I was having LDs and happened to also suffer from SP nightly. They were involuntary.
One time, during the OBE, I was imagining something, sort of like I was in a dream. The imagining resulted in intense pain, which I really felt. (I'm not saying what it was, I have OCD and that's why I imagined it, but let's say I imagined my wrists were being slit, or imagined myself being strangled). I tried to leave the OBE but it took a few seconds and the intense pain wouldn't go away until I got out of it. After that, I was terrified of having OBEs because I was afraid that I would get OCD and obsessively imagining the thing happening again.
As a side note, I'm also a bit afraid of something like this happening while I'm lucid dreaming, once I achieve doing it regularly. The idea of something really scary, like the grudge character or something, will come to my mind and I'll think "don't think about it, don't think about it" but I'll just make it appear as a result.
Does anyone else experience the fear I have, or anything I've talked about? Sorry for the probably terrible typing/grammar, I'm very tired.
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