I've read about it and been curious about it for a while now, but now I know it is possible. I just astral projected!!!
I have chills just typing this, it was AMAZING.
I was falling asleep with my TV on sleep timer watching family guy. I began to dream, it was a little fuzzy but I know I was in a circle with three other people just conversating. I noticed at some point that it was foggy and I could hear Family Guy in the background. This is when it all began. I realized I was dreaming but it felt different from dreaming. The people I was talking to faded and suddenly all I could see was black.
I thought to myself, STABILIZE. I was trying to get back to my lucid dream, but something more amazing happened. I felt my body on my bed, heard Family Guy, but I knew I was asleep. As I said stabilize and focused my vision into this black abyss, I began to make out two foggy eyes. They weren't mine and I knew I wasn't alone. I felt a female presence and saw somewhat of a gray outline of a woman's face looking at me softly. I felt that she was about to show me something, and I thought to myself, 'Do not be afraid. Trust yourself.' She turned her head, looking back at me playfully and disappeared. I felt my body on my bed and a rush of wind blowing my hair back. At first I saw just black and I felt my spirit in my body. I knew what was about to happen.
I lifted my spirit out of my body. I felt myself out of my body above my bed, but I still saw black. I began spinning slowly but not by my own will, like the female spirit I saw was taking me for a ride. Slowly out of the black abyss, I could see my room in a fog. As I spun around, I could see my door, my TV, my whole room. I couldn't believe what was happening. I continued to spin and finally finished the 360 degrees tour of my room and saw myself laying on my bed. Sooo weird!! Then I made a mistake...
I tried to look at my eyes but there was a fog over them. Fog hardly even begins to explain the experience however. Through this whole experience, my vision did not feel like normal awake vision. Almost like seeing through your eye lids. The scene looked almost how things do in a dream, but I had this feeling that I was not seeing how people do with eyes. It was more like I was viewing my room by memory in real time. Like I felt my surroundings and my mind put the pieces together. Everything looked like tunnel vision almost, like I could explore the world within my own head. Maybe this has something to do with the eyes of the soul. Pinneal-gland related perhaps. Things I focused on looked detailed, but everything just seemed mostly blurry but I was definitely seeing real time since I could see myself breathing and basically make out family guy on the TV. But anway...
I was trying to see my closed eyes on my bed. I hovered lower to my body lying on the bed breathing and I tried to focus on my eyes. Big mistake, I don't know why I did this. As I tried to focus my vision, I accidently started to open my physical eyes. They were heavy. Everything went dark again and my soul returned back into my body, I felt wind blowing my hair again, and then I felt myself on my bed normally. I opened my eyes, fully awake. I wish I had spent more time in this. I definitely want to get back here somehow and figure out what this female spirits represents to me. Any suggestions?
And why was I so lucky? I thought astral projection was something you had to work at. It was SOOO AMAZING!!
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