Thread: My past lives? [Need help]

I have no experience with meditation. And I tried it for the first time today. I was laying on my bed with my eyes closed. I was just trying to clear my head that's all. And after 15 minutes I started seeing things. First I saw something that looked like a portal. It was just a circle with a white bright light. I went through it. Then I saw a boy from about 6-10 years old running out of a house. I didn't recognize the place from my real life now. And it seriously didn't look like me when I was about that age. It felt so real. And I got really sad, I just felt like crying. I just saw that thing that's all. Then I went through another portal but this time the circle didn't have a bright white light. But I saw a blue ish colour. I was flying through space with a huge speed. I could see stars and planets. Then I saw a ufo/spaceship, it felt like I was inside of it. Then an image of a grey alien came through. All my life I've been afraid of aliens but this time I wasn't. It felt like it understood me and it actually felt like we were friends to be honest. Then I opened my eyes and I could still see the ufo/grey alien with my eyes open, it was like a memory/vision. I was quite suprised I saw stuff like that because it was never my intension, I'm almost competely sure these things I saw weren't my imagination, they felt so real. Do you guys think It's possible to remember your past lives without having experience with meditation? And why did I feel like crying when I saw the boy? And was I really a grey alien in my past life? I still don't know what all this means. I was hoping you guys could tell me.

-Crash