Hey your not alone there buddy... There's this girl I knew, whom I was fall down infatuated with, and we were good friends. Her family trusted me completely with her. Enough to let me stay over sometimes and sleep in her room with the door shut. Yea. Nothing ever really happened though. Aside from us talking about how we felt about each other and long conversations mixed with longing eyes... I had a girlfriend at the time tho so I never really tried to make a move on her. And yes, me staying over did cause its problems with my girl, but that's waaaaaaaay too complicated and private to get into here.
Anyway, her older sister had a birthday party a few years back and I got intoxicated to the point where I blacked out. I remember up until a certain point, and then the next thing I knew, I woke up in her bed next to her (not naked) wondering what the hell happened. Well.... The only thing I remember in between the blackout was being in her room, with her on top of me in her underwear and we were passionately kissing. It was in short bursts that I recalled this. But that experience was so unbelievable that Im not sure if I dreamed it or it happened.
Here are the reasons so: why is it that during my blackout the only thing I can remember are bits of the make out session, the next day she seemed fine like nothing had changed between us, I have never had a Dream about her that took place in her bedroom, did she take advantage of the fact that I was so drunk? We stopped talking sometime after that on a completely unrelated issue. I can't even ask her know if something happened because I feel she would just say no to keep me from having that satisfaction, so I continue to this day to wonder....
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