Anyone stick to LDing, not AP?

Hey,

I've been interested in Lucid Dreams for years, but only discovered Astral Travel fairly recently. I am very close to successfully projecting. However, I'm starting to lose interest. This is pretty much the fear barrier still playing up. It's not that I'm too scared of the vibrations or the actual travel, it's more that I'm scared that in waking life I'm going to be significantly changed. I've already gone from being a normal guy, to going mental, to being spiritually active in the last year, and I just worry that these changes are all too much to handle!! I'm thinking of just sticking to LDing, as that's never scary. Does anyone have any ideas? :)

Calum xo