i have been having a reoccurring experience in dreams this past month, not allways but maybe 3 times of the last 10 dreams i remember.
what happens is hard to explain but i will try to use the most recent one as an example:
i was talking to an old man that i had a lot of love for, he could understand that he was going to die soon and he was afraid of death. I told him to look into my eyes and i would tell him what death was, when he saw my eyes i opened an idea in my mind of all the stars and they entered me through the idea in my mind of them; it felt as if all the energy of the universe poured through my body and shot out through my eyes, ears and mouth, fingertips and hair as rods of pure colorless energy strong and bright.
(let me tell you that this was an extremely physical feeling and i instantly became lucid but did not end the dream, an extreme rush of energy was going through my body the best way to explain it is as if you connected a dammed up lake to your system with a valve and then just let it rush straight through you.)
the energy used my voice to communicate and said something that i do not rember but i can remember that it was profound and that the pictures that spring up in my head are of life in the stars and entropy witch has no end.
the power rushed through and out of my body with such force that i was sure that i was going to be torn to ribbons and burst like a balloon, at this moment the power did not feel evil just immense and hard to control and my only option was to wake up.
when i awoke i was shaking and had a sensation similar to that of when your leg falls asleep but not uncomfortable or tickling, just a pulsating energy flow and i could not bring myself to move for about a minuite.
maybe this is the wrong area to post it but i really just want to discuss it with a few people and try to come to an understanding.
if i have posted in the wrong area please redirect me.
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