Ah, interesting stuff. I don't have much answer for a lot of it. I agree that the entity is either a "demon" or part of herself (like tulpa), but that doesn't mean I think she is "stupid, delusional, evil (er... More evil than everyone else), or the worst person ever".
Also. I beleive in a literal translation of the wholr Bible, in all its weird quirks. The question isn't whether or not Jesus existed, but if he was God like he said he was, there is piles and pikes of evidence that Jesus lived and healed people, including 500 witness accounts of him after hanging on the cross.
check out the book "the case for Christ" by Lee strobel, it is all about that.
That is a little off topic, but now that I know 100% what this topic is about I don't have anything further to say. I don't agree, but me and you have different world views, so it would be hard to resolve anything without resolving that, and this isn't the place for that.
happy dreaming... Er, maybe "happy traveling" would fit better for you.
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