when i was 25 i needed to have a c-section operation to have my daughter , it was meant to be a routine op but ended up far from it as i had to be resuscitated and while i was under aneasthetic i felt them cut me , the pain was unbearable and i was screaming in my head, while this was happening i was able to hear and know exactly what the doctor was saying and doing, at the point where i thought i could take no more my granmother appeared to me and i felt my body float up and towards a light, i ended up with my gran in a massive park which was surrounded by the most beautiful trees, the grass was an amazing green colour and the sky was so bright, for a while we walked around and i saw other people there all smiling and some children came up to me to play frisbe with them, it was all really calming and i wanted to never leave but my gran informed me after what i felt was an hour that i had to go back so we walked through a clearing and into a light and at that point she kissed me and i went on alone where i started to hear someone calling me , in fact the aneathetist was shouting my name and once i opened my eyes she told me to scream as they were aware of the pain i was in and had to wait till i was fully aware before giving me any pain relief.
I believe this was the only way i could of coped and even to this day remembering the feeling of that place makes me feel happy.
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