Thread: What Happened to me

can anyone tell me what happened???
ok im 20 years old but for some reason since i was little i been able to control what my body feels,ie pain, blood pressure, healing myself by thinking about it, also i hear things, that other people dont, like answers to things or warnings im not schizophrenic or anything because it started when i was 6 schizophrenia onset is around 18.....anyway a couple years ago i was laying in my bed 7 am i was up all night so i was not sleeping.....and i managed to make my body believe that i was free falling, i heard myself falling through wind in the darkness and i had that feeling in my stomach that you get when your freefalling, then out of no where i got flipped over in my bed i opened my eyes and i was facing my door and i couldnt move any part of my body....i couldnt and didnt need to breathe, then i heard my dad wake up and walk to the bathroom, so i tried to scream but i couldnt. then somehow i started trying to turn over but it felt like someone was holding me down. then my dad got out of the bathroom and i turned over and everything was fine..when i looked at the clock 3 minutes passed....since then i been having blackouts, just losing 10 to 20 minutes without knowing what happened, like walking one way on the highway then blink and im 10 minutes across walking in the opposite direction, but i no one can even tell when it happens to me cause i still talk and drive and everything in that time..