the outer darkness

the outer darkness
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Outer_darkness
Weeping and gnashing of teeth
shadow beings the void and reptilians
explained
age 24ish/25ish
long ago. i had a big interest in shadow beings/people. mainly dew to my experiences with lucid dreaming and my encounters with shadow beings to fuel me on.
but there came a night. i lost it all. all the curiosity!.
imagine this. becoming lucid. like it is to wake up to reality.
slowly as my senses fired up. i become more aware of everything i could see and where i was. i was startled to where i was. and what i was doing.
i was caressing. a female form. which i could not see.
i could feel everything. her arms legs everything. what got me the most i could feel her hair. which was long and made some type of form!.
the location. took me awhile to work out. i was again in the darkness of the void. i asked her questions. trying to get my inner researcher fired up as well. because i knew right at that moment. we know freaking jack to nothing about these things! so i wanted to use my experiences to better inform humanity at the same time. so chose to ask this thing in my arms some questions about there race to gather Intel. cause this was one hell of a opportunity to do that! i have never had a conversation with one of them before.
i wish i had documented this earlier.
whats your name? <something like remins>
are you demons or what? nah nah were not demons or evil.
are you sure your not evil? yes im sure we're good trust me.or some shit like that.
nah something didnt sit right with me. in my guts.
the lack of Intel i could gather was astounding to me. i was blowing this interview!
i was thinking of what to do? how can i be certain of her claims she's good to the core? i knew one hypothetical way i have been day dreaming up.
<I sometime before this was attacked by a singular shadow being which freaked me out enough as it did. the attacks continued on afterwards. i was attacked by 100's at once. i thank fate or the universe. whatever you want to call it. for bringing me information i received in those time.
i activated my spiritual light body long before this encounter. so i had something up my sleeve for this possible lying being.
i placed my palm on her heart area. and i told her. this is love.
and i then channelled a bit of light energy right into her heart.
the reaction was instantaneous. she turn turned bad. really quick.
started throwing punches like a crazy woman in pure hatred at me.
then it happened. she did something to my dream body.
it was paralysed. to my surprise i was paralysed not only in the dream
but also paralysed in my bed. both happening at the same time.
i hypothesise these beings used a type of technology on me. they have this? or it was some type of spiritual psychic attack. that there is not much knowledge of?.
i am a older man then i was at this experience. i have experienced different forms of sleep paralysis have you?.
being in two bodies. at once was weird. i cant imagine how god feels.
my consciousness remained more so with my dream body. the little that remained in my physical body was being stared at sharply by her. almost like burning into my soul.
she bent down beside my dream body. and commenced eating away at the hip area of my dreaming body.
there was some sorta strange thing taking place. as she dined on my spirit.
the pain my dreaming body felt. my waking sleeping body could feel everything that it too was experiencing.
i couldn't take much of this or could i? i felt i could even cry out for help.
the little bit of me. that was in reality formed a plan.
gather as much energy into your self.... i cant recall. these were instinctive feelings driving me now.
i hide within my self. somewhere where she couldn't see me was a right idea!
so inside my brain somewhere. i gathered more. and more.
i then had two choices. A to use the energy to awaken. B do what i did.
you got to imagine this. the whole time i could see everything below.
and there i saw my trusted old dream body. being destroyed.
i just couldn't leave a part of me. there.
i used the energy and that of energy around. to springboard myself. right back into my dream body.
i got to my feet. kicked her away. continued to start healing myself.
after i was healed. i took attention to what was happening.
i was encircled by them now. i was not freaking happy jack!.
i started pointing at these guys. these evil freaking things.
as i pointed. i asked do you want it?
ill point again. well do you want it? getting a louder tone and more force to my words.
i was roaring at them in the end. do you want it?
i told a old friend <a satanist imagine that!> about the void. he once informed me of trying something with dark energy once.
he said draw in as much darkness as you possibly can. and let it all out as fast and hard as you can. explode it out.
well where else to try it? the mother of all darkness. the void.
i stood and started drawing it all in. and it came to me quickly.
i filled my reservoir. my container. my battery?.
i did as i was told by my old friend. and it worked wonders. knocking the circle of them out cold. or something?. i haven't really theorised anything yet.
can darkness kill darkness who knows. they were all lying down. i flew upwards. and teleported to a unknown dream.
after the dream. hehe a dream? get outer here!.
my hands were doing something very strange to me after awakening. my hands sensitivity were off the charts. i could feel my dreams hands impression of her skin on my hands. but my hands also were giving me another impression! that of my awakening body. my human hands could feel. the skin. but it was scaled. like a lizard. a freaking reptilian. at least a multidimensional type. i dont know.
i hypothesize or theorise this. reptilians are shadow beings. using some sort of spiritual cloaking technology? possible sleep paralysis generator?
are they using them?. you can be sure of that.

Hey Bro, saw your thread hope you don't mind if I chime in =)

I haven't heard this term before "outer darkness" sounds like the void to me or some sort of purgatory. In the TV show supernatural they call it "the empty", and I have been there in lucid dreams and there's a few ways out. Someone said to me once "don't ever disturb the beings in the void" and them just saying that is like saying "don't think of a pink elephant" your mind instantly reaches out and does it if you know what I mean. But I feel we have more power and control over them, they are simply there in that place because they prefer to not exist, it's like a place to sleep and be left alone. I had a dream once where I was being attacked by someone or something and I called forth all creatures from the void to aid me and they all came to my rescue like a tornado of evil approaching from behind me blasted straight by me and the attacker vanished. So you may be right in saying that darkness kills darkness, but the main thing to remember is that you get what you expect. If you expect a situation to turn nasty it probably will, if you expect to be hurt or die, you probably will. So best thing to do is expect something good to happen, expectation is like a subtle super-power in lucid dreams you can create anything you want just through expectation alone.

Also, darkness cannot exist without light, and likewise light cannot exist without darkness. They are two parts of the same coin, the yin and yang. We have both darkness and light inside us and also outside of us, the ability to accept this and find balance is key.