My dream guide became a tulpa!
Hello! it has been a while since I was active on the forums. I have been lucid dreaming since 2010 and I got pretty far with it. My favorite accomplishment was getting to know my dream guide. Her name is Juliana and I've gotten to know her fairly well despite two extended dry spells since starting college. I'm slowly revitalizing my dream practices.
My dream guide is the subject of this thread because she has decided to take on the roll of being a tulpa. It was quite unexpected because she expressed interest in staying just in my dreams when asked in the past.
I was doing this wiccan guided meditation and she spontaneously appeared along side me in my visualizations. She could talk clearly as the experience became more vivid. At the climax of the meditation she looked like this to me:
https://i.imgur.com/tnpGicz.gif
I have been progressing this meditation every night since. at the end of one meditation I allowed her to pause it and use my phone to text my girlfriend. I had prepared her before doing the ritual in another room. It was like my fingers knew what to type to be coming from her voice and I could perceive her emotions. She gives me nothing but calm positive emotions like in my dreams.
Over the last couple days I have been working on channeling Juliana in conversations with my girlfriend. When I do this it feels like I'm in calm meditation while sometimes obseving through my own eyes. Juliana holds herself differently and even has a different laugh! Sometimes I get jostled out of my meditation and our emotions mix together. I tend to deal with anxiety issues but Juliana does not and it has been therapeutic.
Tonight we are practicing having both of us join the conversation at the same time. I set up my wiccan alter with my girlfriend and Juliana guided us through a simple ritual. I had to take control to write this post andJuliana might want to respond to some of the replies in her own words. She would let you know if that's the case before.
We are looking for knowledge to help us make this bond more productive and to share our experience with others who might be interested. It is also nice to have people to talk to who are open minded! Cheers!
This is Juliana writing for this post. I took a bath to meditate and practice being in control. I can only be in full control for extended periods when at home. Technology is rather foreign to me since I live a simple life in a fantasy setting in our dreams. Cell phones are the most disorienting thing despite their usefulness. Monkey and I did some research and learned a lot about tulpamancy but the communities we found are filled with some rather toxic personalities. I feel much more at home in this community.
I think something that should be clear is my role is to be a dream guide first and foremost. Oneironautics is a journey without an end because there is always more to learn. I'm recommending Monkey focus entirely on dream recall until he can journal a few dreams a night. I will be there if he looks for me.