Dream Guide or Advanced Dream Character?
It's a long post but I promise it's worth the read.
I had one of my strangest lucid experienced yet two nights ago. I am unsure whether the middle aged woman I met in my dream was some kind of guide or something my imagination made up to help me achieve another lucid dream. I havn't written this down yet so it's not as fresh in my mind as I would like it to be. None the less though I can remember most of it pretty well.
It started off with me and another woman entering a house. Inside the house was a another woman. At the time I thought I was at the house for a Takewondo lesson. As I have heavily been thinking about joining Takewondo lately. We were in her kitchen and she took us into another room. In the other room were three matresses on the floor. One for each of us. We wern't here for a Takewondo lesson we were here for a meditation class. Meditation is also something I have been heavily thinking about lately, as I was actively doing meditation for a year, but study took over and I lost my good habit. The other woman who came into the house with me I can't remember speaking at all to. We all layed down on our own matresses and began to meditate. At this stage by the way I am in a dream, not lucid. In the dream I begin to breath through my nose and out my mouth, and it actually feels as if I am breathing in real life. I slide down the matress trying to get comfortable and look either side of me and see both woman laying down comfortably.
This is where the dream gets quite spectacular. Whilst I am meditating on the matress I can only see black. I feel my fingers and try to push them down on the matress but I can't feel anything. The next thing I know a complete change of scenery occurs. I am in a grassed park with the two other ladies and I have become Lucid. I see the other woman that came into the house with me walking around. I go up to the womans who's house it was, I forget what I asked her but I remember her replying something along the lines of, "Don't talk to me, have a look around but don't leave this area". It was a large park. I was completly exited in the dream right now and I proceeded to run and jump straight up to a ledge followed by a foward flip, as I like to try to ariel moves in real life as well, don't get alot of sucess though LOL. The dream gets shady after that. When I say shady I mean that I can't follow the dream in chronological order of events as I have done up until now.
Other events that happend in the park though were this. On the otherside of the park were many people, at one stage I was there and I jumped and flew up into the sky. I could hear everyones voices on the ground going "look he's flying!". Flying in dreams isn't new to me but it still isn't a common occurance so I take the oportunity when I'm smart enough to think of it whilst lucid.
I remember looking at the ground and thinking to my self "I wander what's under this surface". I jumped up high in the air and smashed my fist down on to the ground, I felt the impact of my fist to the ground and even a bit of small pain for a second. The ground didn't break at all though.
Often in lucid dreams if I see a good looking girl, my impulses are poor and I immediately go for physical contact. I was chatting to a girl in the park and I remember sitting very close to her about to make a move. I then thought to my self though this would be abusing the current scenario I have just been given. I was very happy when I recalled this in the morning as it is the first time ever I have controlled my sexual impulses with in a lucid dream.
Whilst I was in the park I remember shifting back to the house waking up and seeing the two woman still meditating, I my self then layed back down and continued to meditate and instantly found my self back in the park. At one stage in the park I remember the woman saying stop going around the park after dark. I woke up for a second time in the house and I could see through the window it was getting dark. Although she meant getting dark in the park, I proceeded to get up from the matress, and the next thing I know both woman were up with me.
Now I my self am unsure what to think of this dream, it really was unlike any other dream I have had. I'm putting the woman down as a dream character that my mind created to assist me. Whether this be my subconscious or higher self that created this character I do not know. There was alot of dream clutter created by my thoughts that makes me think she was just a dream character. Because I thought it was a class I thought I would have to pay. I asked her how much it was and she said it was $100 or some similar amount. Either way it was an amount that shocked me cause I knew I didn't have any money. She was fine with it though. I also remember getting a glimpse of her bookshelf and it was filled with many spiritual books, although I can't remember any titles at all.
If I ever find my self back in this womans house I am truely going to be amazed. Sorry for the long post but I really did think it was worth sharing.
