WHOA!!! what happened???

a few nights ago, i slipped into one of my ''states'' again prior to falling asleep. i had a vision, as ive done many times.

i saw a young petite woman with light skin, and short black hair. she kinda looked mediteranian, or east indian. i heard her name in my head- sadisha clark.

never met anybody by that name.

in fact, ive NEVER heard of the name sadisha in my whole life.

but i googled it and i found lots of websites mentioning various people by the name sadisha-many of them with east indian last names. i couldnt find the name in any name dictionaries though.

what happened? who is this person. i sensed she was somewhere in northern europe or maybe canada. pretty trippy.

hmmm, here's a guess:

The general theory behind the idea of our souls being reborn - on a deep subconcious level we still remember elements of our past lives. This is how our souls mature , we learn through our experiences with life. Some people are more capable than others at perceiving these things that are (in the average person) locked away in our sub-concious. Sometimes we can recall things through dreams, hallucinations, even stong emotions (i heard a theory that if you have a strong fear but nno reason for it, it could be how you died in a past life)

Only you could know, but the woman could have been someone close to you, or maybe a descendant in your previous family line. Somehow your soul has a conection with this person and it is obviously not from your conscious reality.

The fact that you knew a name a location could have been your soul preparing for an OBE maybe? trying to find this person?

*** i know it might sound kinda crazy, but it does sorta make sense if u beleive in rebirth

doesnt sound crazy at all to me.

i fully believe in reincarnation.

''i heard a theory that if you have a strong fear but nno reason for it, it could be how you died in a past life''

i believe this as well. i was afraid of open water till i was 2 or 3. bathtub and pool were fine, but the lakes, rivers,etc. i was terrified. i now know that i was drowned in england for being Wiccan.

there are 2 others lives in which i was killed for being different from the society i was born in in terms of religion. i think one took place in rome(who hasnt been born in Rome, after all-lol) i strongly suspect i was also burned for being a witch, i think in india-they practiced witch-burning way back in the day, too. another guy i know, who is somewhat psychic also sensed this, so now i am even more sure. which explains my jumpiness around flammable chemicals-double ditto if there's a flame around. no gas stoves or propane grills for me!!!

if this girl does exist, then she's probebly a kindred spirit to me. i believe that there are whole groups of souls who tend to reincarnate together, kinda like a soul family. i have located 2 other kindreds as well. when i bacame aware of their existence, i knew immediately they were kindred. you just naturally know this kinda thing if youre sensitive to it. i can also read certain things about such people, little details about their lives such as their age, birth month, hobbies, etc.

today i actually googled some other names ive heard in my head while in that state-names that were totally foreign and unheard of. 3 of them actually got results! mega trippy.

Well, your brain has the ability to create fictional people in your dreams. It's really pretty cool how detailed they are. For example, just last night I saw this girl in my dream... she had brown curly hair and blotchy looking skin. She was pretty shy too. But that was just a dream character. And your mind can easily create an ethnic sounding name... remember that not everything in your dream has happened before (you can see a floating pink elephant with wings... that doesn't mean that there is actually one that you are telepathically connected to... it just means your mind created it).

So basically it was just a product of your imagination ;)

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Originally posted by purple raevyn
doesnt sound crazy at all to me.

i fully believe in reincarnation.

''i heard a theory that if you have a strong fear but nno reason for it, it could be how you died in a past life''

i believe this as well. i was afraid of open water till i was 2 or 3. bathtub and pool were fine, but the lakes, rivers,etc. i was terrified. i now know that i was drowned in england for being Wiccan.

there are 2 others lives in which i was killed for being different from the society i was born in in terms of religion. i think one took place in rome(who hasnt been born in Rome, after all-lol) i strongly suspect i was also burned for being a witch, i think in india-they practiced witch-burning way back in the day, too. another guy i know, who is somewhat psychic also sensed this, so now i am even more sure. which explains my jumpiness around flammable chemicals-double ditto if there's a flame around. no gas stoves or propane grills for me!!!

if this girl does exist, then she's probebly a kindred spirit to me. i believe that there are whole groups of souls who tend to reincarnate together, kinda like a soul family. i have located 2 other kindreds as well. when i bacame aware of their existence, i knew immediately they were kindred. you just naturally know this kinda thing if youre sensitive to it. i can also read certain things about such people, little details about their lives such as their age, birth month, hobbies, etc.

today i actually googled some other names ive heard in my head while in that state-names that were totally foreign and unheard of. 3 of them actually got results! mega trippy.

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Hrm... how do you "know" that's how you died in your "past lives?"

And as I said before... your mind can make stuff up.

My friend told me a interesting story on the order of past lives stuff that happen to her. The friend is the one I'm going to go see and stay with on my trip. She and her friend were lost in a area that she hasn't been able to find since. She told her friend to stop the car. Her friend thought she was nutz but she insisted and said I know this area. Her friend questioned her because they didn't know the area. The house was there and she was able to discribe everything outside the house and inside the house even though she had never been there. She's had a dream of her past life since she was very little and swears she lived in that house. She even told me about how unsettling it was to go in after her friend had checked out it first and confirmed she was right about the layout of the house in every single detail.

Well, I was also afraid of open water, with me it lasted till I was five years old! My parents have no idea of why I was so afraid of water, I just was. I wouldn't even go near the sea...

I don't know if I've been drowned, but I think that I've had a past life in Baltimore, Maryland. I first discovered the name baltimore when I typed as fast as I could on my keyboard. I was writing as words just 'popped' into my head.
Later I got 'Lord Baltimore The Second', which has been proved to have been a real person.

Later, some additional names came along, seemingly out of nowhere:
Madoni
Fergenson
Philbert

I'm not sure what it means... I know of Philbert Aaron, and his connection to the University of Maryland, but I don't think that's of any importance in this matter.
Dianne Madoni has some connection to Maryland by the presidential election of '96.
Arthur F. Fergenson has served as a Special Assistant US Attorney in Maryland...

Find a name, find a place and you will mostly likely find a connection between those two. I got more stuff, but I don't think it'll be of any use. Well, I'll just post it for the fun of it!

Naughan
Friedly
Stars beneath the ocean
The writing on the wall

But still... it would be nice if it was more than just a coincidence, right?
PS. If you search for Naughan+Maryland on Google, you\'ll only get about 13 hits, but if you type Vaughan... 2.7 million hits. When I first got the name \'Fergenson\', I got \'Ferginson\', so it could just be a small mistake. I later changed it to Fergenson, it just seemed more right.

This sometimes happens. You probably were in a crowd and you heard that name but you did not realize it. Then in your dream it would say the name. Its like knowing a name but not really realizing you knew/know it.