head on train!

Last night I woke up with the sheets soaking wet and a freight train runnin through my head...sounds like a Springstein song.
I am playing in the fields that are a small hike up a grass hill to the train tracks and on the other side is a couple acres uf bush I used to play aroun when I was a boy.
It was dark and i,m standing on one set of the train tracks and I could here a train approaching.
When I could see the headlights of the train approaching,I decided it was to close for comfort so I should move now.
My leggs picked a bad time to freeze up on me because they wouldn, budge. as the train got louder and the light got brighter I new I had hardly any reaction time left.
I couldn,t pull away and now I had just a few seconds to think that I was going to get hit and die...
the extreem panic I had at this time I can still remeber ..
IMPACT!!!..the brightest whitest warmest light I have ever felt just passed through my whole entire body..simultaniously I jolted out of bed to sit up right ,sheetts were soaking wet.
I felt my adrenilin burst of energy but I was also so calm,still having that warm exhilirating felling of the freight trains lights passing through me