Isn't there some way that you can be committed somewhere safely for life, before you hurt somebody? |
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About 7 months ago I spent three months at rehab. During those three months I went through some pretty bizarre shit and I've wanted to share it for some time now. The first month went by pretty normal. I was practicing psychokinesis and breathing meditation all day, and once the people in my house saw me spinning a pinwheel, all of them asked me how to do it and some tried it. There was one kid with severe ADHD, and once he saw me practicing psi, he told me that he practiced that kind of stuff too. He told me he was Satanist, and that he can go into trances and perform telepathy, and that he can read people's thoughts. Now, before I move on I think I should mention that after the first first two weeks or so I got the hots for one of the patients there. I don't know why I felt so strongly of her, sometimes I wonder if it was just being locked up in that place. Anyway, I asked my new friend to read her mind and to find out how she felt about me. That went on for a few weeks, and he seemed pretty accurate. After a while I became roommate with my friend, who's known as Jeff by the way. Every night I would see him meditate, and once he found out a name of one of the kids in a different house. Every house was strongly separated. We never even saw each other. I verified the name he gave me by asking a staff. When I asked them about the name (I forgot what it was) they told my not to talk about other kids in different houses. This was the first real weird thing that happened. Another time I walked into my room and Jeff was in the bathroom. He came out and he looked all fucked up. He had a blank stare and he didn't even realize I was in the room with him. HE walked a little ways and collapsed. He was out for at least five minutes. After that he curled into a ball and cried. Once he calmed down he told me that he has a demon living in him and its from talking to them and making bargains with them. He told me he turned Satanist because Satan listened and God did not. After that I asked him to make a deal with a demon to make the girl I loved fall in love with me. The demons bargain was that in order for him to do that, we would have to run from rehab and bring the girl I loved with us. I told Jeff to tell it no and when he did, he immediately was jolted with pain. During all that time Jeff was going into a trance and speaking some unknown language, and several times he awoke in severe pain. The demon told us we had to run or we would pay. It scared the fuck out of me. The demons name was Tartatris. After that we did try to get the girl to run and yes, it did freak her out. Of course she said no. And of course we got caught. After we were on shutdown, the girl I loved started telling me about some really bizarre dream. She said one night, a tall, dark figure sewed her lips together and beat her. She said it had been a few days and she still felt the pain. Two days later she was attacked again. Some guy, and she was beat. I knew it was Tartatris. A few days later she got an extreme pain throughout her chest and stomach area. She could barely breath and you could tell it SUCKED. After that Jeff did some Wiccan spell and the demon fucked off. |
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"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed."
- Albert Einstein
"We're so engaged in doing things to achieve purposes of outer value that we forget the inner value, the rapture that is associated with being alive, is what it is all about."
-Joseph Campbell
"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would fully suffice. This disgrace to civilisation should be done away with at once. Heroism at command, senseless brutality, deplorable love-of-country stance, how violently I hate all this, how despicable and ignoble war is; I would rather be torn to shreds than be part of so base an action! It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder."
-Albert Einstein
Isn't there some way that you can be committed somewhere safely for life, before you hurt somebody? |
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Wow. That's a really weird story. If you don't mind me asking, why did you have to go into rehab in the first place? |
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Jeff sounds really cool! |
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Lord of the Rings quotes:
"Behold, I am not Gandalf the Grey, whom you betrayed. I am Gandalf the White, who has returned from death. You have no colour now, and I cast you from the order and from the Council." - Gandalf to Saruman, The Two Towers
"Men of Gondor and Rohan, my brothers! I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come when the courage of Men fails... when we forsake our friends, and break all bonds of fellowship... but it is not this day. An hour of wolves and shattered shields when all hope comes crashing down, but it is NOT this day! This day, we fight! For all that you hold dear, stand, Men of the West! - Aragorn
"Far off yet is his doom, and not by the hand of man will he fall." - Glorfindel
"in Rivendell there live still some of his chief foes: the Elven-wise, lords of the Eldar from beyond the furthest seas. They do not fear the Ringwraiths, for those who have dwelt in the Blessed Realm live at once in both worlds, and against both the Seen and the Unseen they have great power." - Gandalf
I believe... you're full of it. |
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<div align="center">Raised by: O'nus</div>
<div align="center">Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, Doubting,
dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before </div>
Hey guys, after what I have been experiancing lately, nothing surprises me anymore. |
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"Conflicting mentality's have shattered my perception of reality"
"Any truth I say is a contradiction because this reality is a contradiction." -> SolSkye, because I couldn't have stated it better.
These people you met in rehab, they closely matched your belief system? |
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The ego is a dangerous thing to feed…
hehehe sounds like good fun. |
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Lucid Dreams Since Joining: 40
Most Recent: 16 September 2010
~If at first you don't succeed destroy all evidence that you tried!~
Well, I was sent for pot and DXM. But at rehab we had no drugs of any form. I was on Prozac and Straterra, but I seriously doubt that had anything to do with it. There was one girl who was there for an addiction to cutting, and she saw it to. |
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"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed."
- Albert Einstein
"We're so engaged in doing things to achieve purposes of outer value that we forget the inner value, the rapture that is associated with being alive, is what it is all about."
-Joseph Campbell
"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would fully suffice. This disgrace to civilisation should be done away with at once. Heroism at command, senseless brutality, deplorable love-of-country stance, how violently I hate all this, how despicable and ignoble war is; I would rather be torn to shreds than be part of so base an action! It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder."
-Albert Einstein
Lord of the Rings quotes:
"Behold, I am not Gandalf the Grey, whom you betrayed. I am Gandalf the White, who has returned from death. You have no colour now, and I cast you from the order and from the Council." - Gandalf to Saruman, The Two Towers
"Men of Gondor and Rohan, my brothers! I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come when the courage of Men fails... when we forsake our friends, and break all bonds of fellowship... but it is not this day. An hour of wolves and shattered shields when all hope comes crashing down, but it is NOT this day! This day, we fight! For all that you hold dear, stand, Men of the West! - Aragorn
"Far off yet is his doom, and not by the hand of man will he fall." - Glorfindel
"in Rivendell there live still some of his chief foes: the Elven-wise, lords of the Eldar from beyond the furthest seas. They do not fear the Ringwraiths, for those who have dwelt in the Blessed Realm live at once in both worlds, and against both the Seen and the Unseen they have great power." - Gandalf
"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed."
- Albert Einstein
"We're so engaged in doing things to achieve purposes of outer value that we forget the inner value, the rapture that is associated with being alive, is what it is all about."
-Joseph Campbell
"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would fully suffice. This disgrace to civilisation should be done away with at once. Heroism at command, senseless brutality, deplorable love-of-country stance, how violently I hate all this, how despicable and ignoble war is; I would rather be torn to shreds than be part of so base an action! It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder."
-Albert Einstein
http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/index.php?...c=23384&hl= |
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"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed."
- Albert Einstein
"We're so engaged in doing things to achieve purposes of outer value that we forget the inner value, the rapture that is associated with being alive, is what it is all about."
-Joseph Campbell
"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would fully suffice. This disgrace to civilisation should be done away with at once. Heroism at command, senseless brutality, deplorable love-of-country stance, how violently I hate all this, how despicable and ignoble war is; I would rather be torn to shreds than be part of so base an action! It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder."
-Albert Einstein
I thought rehab was supposed to get you OFF drugs! Seriously, this sounds like something off of a fanfic for FF or HP or something. "And then the deomon atackxored!!!111, Good thang I had my uber l33t phsycic powa to defeatorz him!!!" |
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Besides the fact that your post made no good points whatsoever, it did manage to make me laugh at your idiocy. I think you need to open your mind a little. |
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"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed."
- Albert Einstein
"We're so engaged in doing things to achieve purposes of outer value that we forget the inner value, the rapture that is associated with being alive, is what it is all about."
-Joseph Campbell
"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would fully suffice. This disgrace to civilisation should be done away with at once. Heroism at command, senseless brutality, deplorable love-of-country stance, how violently I hate all this, how despicable and ignoble war is; I would rather be torn to shreds than be part of so base an action! It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder."
-Albert Einstein
I've heard of envoking Demons. And every story has taught me how tricky they are. |
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Luminous Spacious Dream Masters That Holographically Communicate
among other teachers taught me
not to overestimate the Value of our Concrete Knowledge;"Common sense"/Rationality,
for doing so would make us Blind for the unimaginable, unparalleled Capacity of and Wisdom contained within our Felt Knowledge;Subconscious Intuition.
AMEN Brother! You hit a grand slam with this one. You know what's the most fucked up bit of all though. This so called ADD/ADHD bullshit they have came up with as an excuse to put kids on psychoactive drugs that TRULY fuck you up big! My little kid brother isn't even allowed at school if he is not on his meds. The med he takes is "Straterra", you have probably heard of it. When he is on this shit, he has absolutly no appetite. The pharmaceutical industry in this country (USA) needs to be absolutly annihilated!! I mean that with every single fiber of my being. |
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"Conflicting mentality's have shattered my perception of reality"
"Any truth I say is a contradiction because this reality is a contradiction." -> SolSkye, because I couldn't have stated it better.
well, this is all very entertaining. |
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"Computer games don't affect kids; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music."
- Kristian Wilson, Nintendo Inc. 1989 -
I've had a similar experience in a similar context, That is why I asked... |
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The ego is a dangerous thing to feed…
Don't have much experience with drugs. Most I've ever done was weed laced with angel dust. But yeah, I do believe wer. Sure there's no proof, but who cares? Hasn't anybody ever seen shadows before? Can't prove that you've seen them but you have, right? |
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So true! To a large extent we live in our own created ''lies''. Since we don't know the Truth behind everything, and get presented lots of suggestive truths over subjects that are really a Mystery to us ( be it God, Spirits, Demons and such Ungraspable and inexplainable paradoxes) we assume certain truths that are, in fact, self Created: |
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Luminous Spacious Dream Masters That Holographically Communicate
among other teachers taught me
not to overestimate the Value of our Concrete Knowledge;"Common sense"/Rationality,
for doing so would make us Blind for the unimaginable, unparalleled Capacity of and Wisdom contained within our Felt Knowledge;Subconscious Intuition.
well put. |
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"Computer games don't affect kids; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music."
- Kristian Wilson, Nintendo Inc. 1989 -
Was this something you practiced before going to rehab? Was this something the counselors and staff approved of or knew about? |
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-TreeShifter
I will NEVER AGAIN work with Wellness Tools, Bruce Gelerter, and the DreamMaker! I have to sue him. Email if you want to know more.
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