Originally Posted by
trevorlsciact
Recently, sometimes, when I'm sort of staring out into nothing, occasionally, things will start to warp back and forth. It reminds me of sometimes when I have a false awakening in a lucid dream-the world warps and pops--I wake up in another dream. In "real life" when I start to focus on it it goes away in about 1.5 seconds. Like, once, I was at a computer, with a file cabinet next to it. I was staring at the wall and all of a sudden both sort of started warping back and forth. It doesn't look real, and I know they aren't moving in this plane of existence. It's more like either the fabric of space and time is warping, or I am sort of separated from it. I knew it was happening for a few seconds, and tried to force the bubble to pop, what I mean is let whatever is happening go all the way, it started to be more intense--then I looked directly at the cabinet and it stopped, no signs of anything happening except being slightly light headed, which I was not while it was happening. I don't know what could be causing this--and am open to logical and super natural explanations. It has happened about three or four time now, that being the most intense.
I guess I'm just not sure reality is real anymore, I've always been unsure, ever since I was little and saw through a chair to see a digital clock behind it, and was right when the minute changed, and also could control the outcome of a magic 8 ball, what my 4th grade teacher was pulling out of a bag to show chance (5 balls, 4 blue one red--red every time except when I told it to come up blue) I can no longer do things like that. I guess I'm just looking for somewhat of an explanation of all these things, even if it means I'm dreaming. This recent thing of warping has re-sparked my interest.
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