Pretty weird stuff

I have wanted to for some time, but never knew who to ask about this, and this place seems as good as any.
The thing is, I think i may be projecting my will at things in the physical world. This is not exactly as it sounds. For example, at school, they close the toilets in the mornings, and only open them between classes.
However on numerous occasions (3) I really had to go, and the doors were open. This was kinds trivial, but theres more. A good while back my computer just stopped working. I couldnt do anything about it for two weeks, and then i took it to a technician. I absolutely wanted to have it back by the end of the day, and as it happens, he only changed the power supply and that took about ten minutes. Yeah, theres a good chance that that was a fluke, but by the time i got home my vision was blurred, and i had a hell of a head ache. I threw up twice, and slept the remaining of the day away. The next morning, I wanted to reactivate my internet connection (as it was put on hold) and called up the internet company. After 20 mins of waiting i hung up, and said - im not gonna take this, and tried again. It got answered on the first ring, and afterwards the same thing happened as when i opened the toilet doors - red spots appeared on my skin suddenly, mostly around my chest. They were gone in 20 mins, they vanished as suddenly as they came.
if I may be projecting my will, or doing something else, id definetely wanna know how i can improve this.

Its impossible for me to tell if you are doing so, its probally impossible for anybody here to tell you if you are doing that or not, its very rare to find a person who is truely able to do that..I think we had several topics before on this sort of stuff..I cant completely remember though.

But if you believe you might be one of those persons, try experiment abit, but dont expect yourself to change the big things or anything, if anything at all, you need an extreme amount of willpower. Experiment with small things, for example..make a fly..fly a certain way or something =P..or do other small things. I never met anybody who truely was able to alter pshysical reality with his/her willpower. And watch out for being fooled by coinsidence, like I said, try things out, experiment ^_^

Similar thing happened to me,only on a larger scale.

I was sitting in study hall, thinking of magic. there was a wooden board hanging over the stage. It said "national honor society". It hung there for quite some time.

So I start concentrating my energy on it, kinda trying telekinesis or stuff :lol: I want that board to fall on the stage and make a noise.

After few min of concentrating, I give up.

Guess what ? In 5 min or so, 2 guys come to take down the board. In the process, they screw up and it falls to the stage... Exactly as I expected, only by different means.....

I think there's some kind of force we can manipulate or something...

I've also experienced it. In my case, it came from passivly focusing my will for something to happen.
I willed it to happen, but didn't force it. Of course it could have been coincidence in my case as well.

Oh yeah, Welcome on board :yumdumdoodledum: :yddd:

I have tried, on numerous occasions to consciously will something to happen, but it never works. As I said, the thing that got me thinking are the two symptoms (blurred vision, headache, or red spots on skin) that i only experience after something that I wanted badly happens. Not everytime, of course.

What if the course of things is happing already but you some how pickup on it and the thought of wanting it to happen but in the sence of thinking it.

This might sound kinda weird but, I get the exact opposite.
Whenever I really want something to happen, it wont. Like if I go to buy something and I really want it, it won't be in the store, but if I dont particularly care if it's there or not, it will be there.