Anyone feel when u go to sleep u start a second jobshift?
Greetings everyone,
First Im so happy to finally have found a forum where I can (hopefully) exchange. I have sooo much to talk about my dream experiences but for now Ill make it short so I can get to one particular point that is driving me NUTS ! ! !
Iv been trippin with the dreams since I was 16 yrs old, now been 15 yrs of trying out a lot. I started with premonitroy dreams, lucid dreams, dream control and dream connection. I tested everything I could think of. I even do reccurent sleep paralysis, wich I hate !
I have a very balance life, a great job, I practice a lot of sports, but the dream part started to affect my real life since 2-3 years. One of the main cause's is the premonitary dream, when you start to dream about what your next day will be it kinda sucks. And the other reason is the fact that I wake up TIRED for working my brain up all night !
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In fact, since 2-3 years when I dream I'm going to work ! Exactly, everynight Im being hired in change of services. All I know about my employers is that their a symbol of authority such as a goverment or military institution. My job consist in finding people (criminals or enemies of that organisation) to unmask them most of the time and also to resolve mysteries or finding the truth, somekind of detective work. I have clear sights, clear names, clear geographical places, even sometimes street names I can recall...
And tonight something very very bad happened on duty, so much that Im done for the night I dont even want to go back to bed.
The reason of my post is that I would like to know if anyone here has the same experience or someone that has some knowledge or that could be at my level or upper level that could talk to. I really need assistance and/or help. I might be DREAMING HERE but if I could find a real life person I could relate to that would make me so damn happy to realise Im not all alone living this sh1t !
So plz PM me if you feel you can do something.
Other people post something if u feel that when you dream your actually not resting like you should, but rather working and wasting energy.
thanks