Thats cuz your as crazy as the dancing banana Nahh I'm sooo kidding. I know what you mean. |
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So for several years now i have such a feeling that i become more difficult to be surprised. I dunno how exactly to explain it. But it is so. Somehow the knowing that i am dreaming and remembering my dream show me lots of stuff and then when they come in "real" life i am not surprised. I just accept it as natural. This is somehow nice and yet a bit disturbing. It is like loosing part of the fun which life propose. And the other effect is a feeling of detaching. I can sit in the bus and separate myself from me and watch the people as ants and realize i am one too. Just everyone is in a hurry. But why? And yet i know i am. All this is making me all in all feel like i live like schizophrenic. I have to live like the normal people and pretend and yet to be myself. Its a bit crazy. |
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Thats cuz your as crazy as the dancing banana Nahh I'm sooo kidding. I know what you mean. |
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Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives.
To deny may be just as dangerous and misleading as to accept.
Mmm yes you are right of course But i dont use it as escape. For me my dreams are like going to a journey. Only that i never know where i will go. Sometimes i get lessons about life and nature. Its cool. But the detachment nobody can escape. It is not that i want to escape really. I once had the chance to stay there but i decided to stay here. So i fully know what was my decision. I decided to enjoy my stay on Earth So i am trying. Eh i wont hide sometimes i regret that i came back but the i remember it was my decision. By this detachment i mean some kind of realizing the existence of the different realities and everyone of us has a separate one and yet not exactly. But you can observe it like you are not part of it. I dunno if this made it clearer but that it is life is not one sided. As for the crazy i guess you are right again with age i am becoming more like |
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Really you had a chance to stay there? You have to PM me that story |
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Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives.
To deny may be just as dangerous and misleading as to accept.
Exactly no time we have. so we have to enjoy it i suppose. i look around and enjoy the beauty offered by the nature. the detachment gives you a way to see through. that there is no really right or wrong. its all decisions and responsibility i guess. it all looks quite simple the whole life and yet is unimaginable complicated. its all not only double-edged but multiple-edged. |
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Decisions and responsibilities and learning and perspective. It's all about perspective. And yes it does look soooo simple but in reality so very multiple-edged. Kinda like my fav song lyrics. Upon reading them you think they are saying one thing..very simple..and in reality they are the most complicated and intriguing lyrics ever. I absoltely love it. |
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Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives.
To deny may be just as dangerous and misleading as to accept.
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