I had a fight with my sub con last night

Last night I was dreaming. I was very much aware of the fact that I was dreaming. The setting was that of a school classroom. There was a subject being taught on the board. It was real clear what that subject was and I could read the writing. I believe my subcon was teaching me something, but being aware of the dreaming aspect I didn't care to sit through a lecture.

I remember my dream self telling the one who was teaching me the subject I was tired of this and this is my time to do what I wanted to not learn. The teacher seemed like wanted to comprimise. I just didn't understand if I was dreaming why would I have to sit in a class room. I wanted to pretty much play in the dream setting not study.

We almost seemed to work out a deal. Now keep in mind at this point nothing stands out as anything but a regular dream. I said fight with my subcon and what I am about to discribe as the next part of the dream is the reason why I know it was my subcon or something else.

When the deal was worked out everything seemed fine, but the other students there were unhappy. Whatever had happen seemed like it would effect them or have meaning over them and they revolted. Each one had a different personality, but each similar message of this isn't right for what I was doing of wanting to be free during my time of fun and play. This was the revolt and where the fight started to grow. I became stubborn in my way claiming I'm the one dreaming why should I be forced to submit to this type of setting when I rather be doing other things in my dreams.

This only seemed to create a stronger force. 4 elements not related to school seemed to appear. These 4 tried to attack me and force me into admitting my way was wrong. My dream self stood strong, but at one point I was trapped in a box type setting. I created walls to deflect what was being thrown at me. Parts of my walls could not reach to fully protect me.

I think part of me just got fed up and decided fine if you do not want me doing what I want then I'll just leave. That was pretty much when I woke up. I can still see meaning from the battle with my subcon, but can anyone here spot that meaning?

Drugs, always a bad thing.

Lmao

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Originally Posted by Optik

Drugs, always a bad thing.

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I have posted before everything I have happen is natural. I do not use any herbs or drugs of any kind. If it burns or feels the room with smells I have not used it. Now that is not to say that things like this couldn't be related to similar parts of the brain that causes stuff like that. I just have a alter state of reality and for some reason this isn't the first time I have faught with myself.

Another time back when I was being shown images of things I did not like I got pissed off well my dream self did. My dream self decided at first to ignore everything. Then it seemed like something was toying with me to get me not to ignore it. My dream self went to a building similar to how a office would be. Inside my dream self talked to a person at the front desk.

My dream self told the person at the front Desk that some name I can't remember now needs to stop showing me images I do not want to see or else. The person then tried to sub route me to another person who then gave me a run around. In the end I finially said have it your way I just will wake up now.