My first OBE!!! İs it an OBE???
Finally I did it!!! In fact I don't really know if that was an OBE or a very realistic LD. That's why I will ask your opinions.
I tried an OBE this morning at 10 o'clock. Because i'm afraid to try at nights or when somebody isn't around and i'm alone.That'a why my older experinces were all failing because i was becoming afraid when i begin to shake and hear sounds.
I was hearing the faint sounds of my friends so i was encouraged this time.
I tried the technique which we take the life energy from our foot fingers to head until we don't feel our body. I did this lots of times. I don't remember all the process but i remember the time that i don't feel my body, hearing some disturbing sounds and shaking.I thought that this was the time to get out.Because i was hearing the sound of my friend (he was searching my desk for sthg) i certainly decided to get out this time.
I started to raise in my bed slowly and lightly. But i had some doubts if i was getting out or not.I decided to open my eyes to see if it is real or OBE.(There was my friend in the room and i could be ashamed if he see me:)) Because in my older experiences, i was coming to this stage, i was beginning to raise, again i was having doubts and opening my eyes i was seeing that i had sit on my bed and it is real :)
This time I opened my eyes and again saw that it is real and i sit on my bed. But i was feeling strange and wasn't able to control my eyes. My eyes were burning and out of control. It was the feeling when you have too much sleep but someone wakes you up.
To be sure if it's an OBE or not, i decided to look at my bed to see my body. But i remembered the advise not to look at the body and getting away from it from a text. Because when you see your body you become afraid and get in the body. That's why i ran to the other bed that doesn't see my bed in the room. I would look at my bed from a distance so I wouldn't be so afraid i thought and also i was praying to encourage myself.
When i loked at my bed, i saw my face and i cannot explain with my limited english how much afraid i was. That was a terrible feeling. I thought i was dead, not being able to get into my body again, praying. I started to call my friend's name in panic, and trying to change the scene.
Suddenly I felt my real eyes and understood that it was an OBE and this time tried to go back but couldn't.
I am really sorry that i wasted an opportunity.
Now i don't know. Was that an OBE? Because i was in my room , everything in real order, so real. Or was it a very realistic LD.
Finally sorry for my bad English.