I can do alot of things on purpose, have been able to for better part of 18 years. From a very young age I had nightmares that made me wake up usually having wet the bed and going into my parent's room shivering, where I would sleep at the foot of their bed for a sense of security. I can honestly say not a night went by this didn't happen. My first skill at controlling a dream came from dream blindness, where when something extremely frightening was going to happen and you lose sight of whats going on around you. It felt as through tree sap was holding my eyes shut and I could still experience the dream using my other senses, but soon developed the idea that if I couldn't see it/them I couldn't be seen.
It all came to a peak when in my dream, I confronted a fearsome creature and basically willed it into a pet, in that same dream I met my grandmother who had recently died. She explained to me that I would eventually be able to do things in dreams and had a good heart to heart and I awoke crying. Slowly different skills became easier, moving with the speed of thought, extreme flight ( going up into space and looking down onto the earth ), moving things with my mind, materializing things, acrobatic movement by simply knowing my hands would land in certain places.
Then the fighting began in my late teens, dreaming of people and things similar to me who fought/moved/had abilities. I was unbeaten, moving and acting like the only predator in a world of prey. That came to a halt when I met an old ( and disturbingly evil )man in a dream, who is a nut-shell, handed me my ass on a platter. After that it was a long time before I had another fight dream.
I soon began to dream of wierd, scifi-fantasy, places where I would walk talking to people explaining dream mechanics to me in detail. On several occasions, I witnessed children doing things in dreams which was similar to the children portrayed as possibles in the Matrix. I remember seeing that and getting chills as I sat in the theatre. Also in this time frame I dreamed of a meeting, I remember sitting in a stone chamber at a long table as people talked and what not. Wasn't long when a woman entered, a woman whom I can honestly say scared the living shit out of me by just looking at me. Her skin was as white as alabaster and her eyes where a glossy black, like looking into eye sockets filled with wet paint. The people with me at the meeting began to scream and run, some standing and disappearing into what I can call as stretching beams of color and light coming out of the ceiling. The woman met my eyes with hers and I felt utter fear, and I suddenly realized what I was seeing the others doing was possibly the act of waking up as moment later I was laying in bed in a cold sweat.
The dream sharing became more and more common as I started with my wife, it simply happened. But the moment it happened we touched while sleeping and it was like being third person seeing us in bed for a moment and being sucked into a dream with her.
On several other occasions I can tell friends that know, that I will meet them in a dream. While I am dreaming it is usually I become completely aware, then I usually place my hands to my head and close my eyes. Then its like hundreds of images of them flood my mind as I scream their name, the scream usually sounds like hunndreds of voices at once, but as I open my eyes I see them. I see them as they are, not exact, but clearly enough to make out details of them as I simply say a few things and will the words into them and I usually wake up a few moments and fall back asleep.
I confront them and tell them what I saw, and what I told em and they confirm they saw me and remember the word/words. As for my brother, what we experienced was exact and he told me he didn't really remember much from it other than me andwaking up in the hospital.
All I know is lucid dreaming, communication and energy are all parts of moving to something higher. Thats why I spoke of testing it cause I feel I might have enough to actually prove it to be other than chance. and might actually be able to help coma victims etc. Sorry its late and have a headache.
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