So many questions...

[Pathos]

Ok first off YES I am a newbie, NO I am not completely ignorant so far as metaphysical/LD/AP are concerned, but like everything "paranormal" I've studied I'm not 100 percent on anything either... So let's get down to it. My name is Micah(yes I don't mind being completely honest, i'm here for real answers and I hope to all things greater someone can help me) I live in northern Utah, and I've been going lucid ever since I can remember. First when I was a child it was with nightmares, gradually leading up to staying aware longer as a teen and now for the most part substantial control. With that said, for the past three years, I've been "searching"... I've flown every single place I can when I become lucid but I always hit "barriers"? I can't fly up higher than a certain point nor can a fly any other direction without being stopped by something? Sorry this is going to sound like a complete random babblefest but i'm short on time. I keep going to the same "locations" when I go lucid? And in my dreams I'm ALWAYS fighting something or running from it? Ok just so we're all caught up. I'm a great flyer, and average fighter, and I don't know what the hell this all means so far as my real life besides the fact that I have bad ass dreams... Question 1: The other night, I met a man. I knew automatically that this guy was dangerous, so I turned tail and ran. He was WAY faster than me and NO I dont think he was part of my own subprojections... But he seemed to only be toying with me? Now someone mentioned something about factions? Possible? It seems a little far fetched for me, but then again so does telling everyone at my work that I fly all night long... Question 2: Can SOMEONE please help me not be alone anymore... I've done everything in my dreams from, flying my heart out trying to get somewhere, from praying to everything good to find me... I want to know that my dreams aren't just something random I do while my body rests... I want to know that there is a meaning to everything i've done for the past 5 years... I know I'm just whining and probably asking for answers no one has but I'm just tired of feeling crazy and alone I guess... any insights would be much appriciated, thank you. Sincerely Lost, Micah B.

[Phantasos]

've flown every single place I can when I become lucid but I always hit "barriers"? I can't fly up higher than a certain point nor can a fly any other direction without being stopped by something? Question 2: Can SOMEONE please help me not be alone anymore... I've done everything in my dreams from, flying my heart out trying to get somewhere, from praying to everything good to find me... I want to know that my dreams aren't just something random I do while my body rests... I want to know that there is a meaning to everything i've done for the past 5 years... Well, you can start to practice Dream Cartography. It is said to help unite small dream scenes which are often somewhat limited and have some kind of barriers into one contigous dream world. At the other side it is good way to make some sense out of your dreams which are usually seem to be chaotic and randomized. Sorry this is going to sound like a complete random babblefest but i'm short on time. I keep going to the same "locations" when I go lucid? Actually, a lot of dreams happening in the same places. D-Cartography is good to figure out this patterns. And in my dreams I'm ALWAYS fighting something or running from it? Ok just so we're all caught up. I'm a great flyer, and average fighter, and I don't know what the hell this all means so far as my real life besides the fact that I have bad ass dreams... Question 1: The other night, I met a man. I knew automatically that this guy was dangerous, so I turned tail and ran. He was WAY faster than me and NO I dont think he was part of my own subprojections... But he seemed to only be toying with me? Now someone mentioned something about factions? Possible? It seems a little far fetched for me, but then again so does telling everyone at my work that I fly all night long... When someone bothers you in a dream, first thing you can do is to ask what (s)he want. Actually, there are not that much really aggressive DCs in a dreams, and usually it is possible to avoid conflicts.