Conversation in meditation - "You opened Pandora’s Box"
Everything began as usual, bad sleep, no lucid dreams. So I tried to meditate. After 1 hour of trying I began to see something like a scratched nice girl picture. Then I just grab it. After that I began to see nice Jung girl doing physic exercise. It’s looked like I look though something scratched dimensional gap. Suddenly that girl noticed me, she come to me and then view was normal. I want to mention that surrounding looked perfectly. I never had such detailed dreams and now I don’t think that was a dream. After that girl comes to me she said:
–There is no Bosnia Hercegovina.
I said:
–what??? (Because I thought that was a joke, because this is one of country in Europe)
She repeated:
–There is no Bosnia Hercegovina, she is away now, the girl that you meet before. (maybe she talking about that demon or whatever was I was talking the last time)
She said loudly:
–You opened PANDORAS BOX! Do you know there is award for your head? ( I don’t remember exactly it’s for my head or not)
–How did you do this?
I answered:
–Well I used a meditation to induce lucid dreaming and I wanted to improve my skills.
I added a joke:
–I ‘m very good at finding bugs, every time I began to work with some computer program It’s immediately crash or I find such bugs that no one other around me can’t find :D
Then se looked seriously at me at started to think loud:
–Interesting 999 divided by 30 … then left … hmm, maybe because of that.
After that she tried to go away and my dream started to fade out. I focused again at her, and she was a little bit astonished of that has happened. Then she began to create my false awakening scenario. But I still didn’t give up.
Then I appeared in my bad, but bad was in different location, so after that she failed :D .
After she noticed that stand down on my laying body and said:
– If you deify me, then I give you a blessing.
I almost answered yes, but then I realized that I don’t know where it leads, so I said:
- ....Hm are you god? Are you tended with good and god? Are you good thing?
Then she looked so strange at me like human into an injured animal. For her was interesting when I tried to express my minds. She didn’t answer anything. After that I said:
- No, I will not do this. (because there was no answer)
After that she made some ritual, I don’t even know it was a blessing or a curse. After that she said:
- Fine. Then you are useless for me. I have friends so I can ask them.
I was confused:
- But I can help too like a friend like a Christian.( I don’t know why I said word Christian :D )
- Hahah ... Like a Christian? My friends do the same like you, so why I need you?
- I don‘t know, but if you need my help just ask.
Then she tried to trick me that my real body is running around naked and my mother going crazy too :D. I was distracted, and when I looked at her she was laughing.
- I said what you are doing. Stop it!
She didn’t answer just laughing and that‘s all. I wake up after few moments.
P.S. After each meditation I know more and more strange things I hope this will not end bad, I don’t like bad endings. If I don’t come back some day, so please “WalkingNomad” and “The Cusp” collects the squad and go to my rescue operation :D