4years of sp and other

Hi im new here and i been having some wired dreams in my life for the past 4 years. i talk to a few people about it but they are of no help because what they think is completely way off topic. glad i found this site because now i can share with every one and hopeing ur all the kind of ppl that wont laugh at me. il try to keep this short as possible. every thing i say is true and i really do mean it.

so in my senior year one random night i had a sleep paralysis for my first time. it felt like if someone just send a shi load of electricity in my head and it spread out throw my entire body. i could not move at all i was only able to look around and breath slowly. it felt as if someone was watching me and laying next to me.
i was like w.e few days pass and it happens again. same feeling same reaction of mine. 2 days go by and i get hit by that sp again but this time it was stronger much stronger and i was having a nightmare at the same time. i woke up and i feelt very very weak. it was like 4 am in the morning. that nightmare and sp i had really did hit me hard. i did not eat the entire day i was not my self my friend said i look tramatice i dont look like my self i look pale. at my last period of school i i felt so weak and tire but i was siting down in class. during class time i remember just looking at my teacher wanting to go to sleep which i did end up doing except this was no normal sleep for me. i when to sleep with out noticing i mean i remember closing my eyes for a few sec and then i open them again. but when i open my eyes every thing look wired it was a little fussy looking and i can hear every one in my class but i could not understand what they where saying. it sounded like if they where talking underwater but not at the same time. i look around and i see my friend pointing at me. i try to tell him something but i could not talk or something like that but i was not able to say something or at least i believe i was not able to say something but i do remember i try. then my friend start to throw pencil and paper ball at me. i remember i lean on my desk slowly looking at him throwing me stuff then i get up agains but a little faster. when i got up my friend was telling me to wake up i was sleeping in class. i todl him i was not and why where u throwing me stuff, he said i was sleeping and i look dead at the same time. i ignore him and just when home after the days was over. that night i get another sp around the same time again. i was not liking it any more because it made me feel so weak and tire. i told my mom about it be she just came up with daemon and stuff like that because she a religious person. she told me she been experiencing the same thing and she believed there is a daemon in the house. a month go by and i go sleep over at my dad house because i dont get any sp there. i go back to my mom and she tells me that she got the priest to clean the house. i still thought it was nothing but bs. few days pass and i start to get the sp again. i was getting tired of it because it just happens. i dont remember what i was dreaming about but i do remember waking up because of that none able to move and a current of electricity running in my body type of feeling. i just stayed quiet about it and not say anything to any one. one night i swear to god and i really do mean this. i felt my bed moving not hard but very softly it was shaking slowly. i freak out and was not able to sleep all night. i told my mom because i got a little scared so i told her and she said it was just my imagination. i when on with it but i know what i felt that night. because of that night i all ways when to sleep around 1-2am in the morning. i stay up playing online games to kill time. few weeks late i when to sleep early because i was tired. i had another sp but this time it was diffrent i was dreaming and in my dream something happen that cause me to get a sp. i open my eyes and i see a very bright white light from my window and my curtains ther the metal type kinda old school once. they where stretch open in to a circle. im guessing it was like that because when i open my eyes i saw the light and the curtains closing. im guessing it was like that but im not sure. honestly im not sure what i saw that night. i stay quite about it and told no one till right now. some time later at my dad place i get the weirdest dream ever in my life. what my dream was it was like im guessing the end of the world i saw the sky dark gray and bunch of clouds and some clouds that appear to be on fire. i was on a mountain with my family and there bunch of earthquakes and fire in the sky. during all that in my dream i look in the sky and i start to see figures that soon turn in to word then in to numbers. after finish seeing the numbers i get a heavy sp. my dream go pitch black and then i see 2 swords. immediately i wake up my heart was beating so fast and i felt so badly like getting those 2 swords and keeping them in my hand when im laying down. i have not told any one about this till now and yes i did read what i saw in the sky but i feel like i should not say what i read. then my life go by just having pitch black dreams and feeling sp once in a wile. days go by and i end up going to mexico for all most 6months. during my time in mexico i kinda had a sp after every dream not all the time. i had 3 weirdest dreams. one of them was me in my aunt house. i was sleeping in the after noon because i was tired. in this sleep i had a normal dream but then out all of sudden i get up out of the bed and im standing in the room. for some reason i open the closet and start to move around the stuff inside it. i remember this small looking animal im guessing a chihuahua it come ouf of the wall it runs and then jump on me and start to bite my neck. i walk back and lay down on the bed and then i wake up feeling all tingly all over my body and my neck was twitching. i feelt so weak and tired i ran down to drink a beer to feel better.:D .the second dream i was in some other planet with a dark forest and a gray landscape. i was not alone in my dream there where ppl dress all black with no face. i was walking with them in this dark forest. i look to my right side facing the gray landscape and then i see a blue light. this blue light points strait in to my face then in my eye. i felt paralyze as soon as the light touch me, after that the light which it look like it exploded or something like that it hit me hard and i felt like a discharge from my head then down to my spine. it felt like the first sp i had. my second dream i was in a cave and there was this woman i dont remember what she look like but i do remember what was going on. it look like if she was suffering badly. i walk up to her and i just stare at her and something was telling me to make love to her. to take in what she has so she would not suffer any more. to save her from something because she is dieing slowly. so i did i remember clearly making love to her. i felt something just coming inside of me. i felt the paralyzing feeling during the processes. after that i dont remember clearly but i think she died eather way for she just calm down and when to sleep or something she not crying any more it seem she was not suffering. i did not pay much attention to her because i felt something in my body. i remember i was able to run fast i can fly i was super strong. i was running around this big cave that look kinda the same as the one in lord of the rings the first movie. from that dream all the sp i been having until now have not bother me any more as they used to. when i get one i can easily wake up and move around wile having that feeling. months go bye and im back in the states. i live in a new city with my dad and its all cool. i was surfing online and i find this anime called ghost hound. this anime talks about sleep dreams and all this other type of cool stuff that i never new about. from that anime i learn things about o.b.e/ap and other stuff. i new this was not fake because when they about o.b.e i remember experiencing something similar. i look it up online and it seems to be true and i start to wonder if that time in school and in mexico did i had a o.b.e or was it a dream. i start to look things up and read and read more about it because i wanted to experience that again. 1week before i found this forum. in the morning it was around 9am i woke up but i felt as if all my energy was train out of me. i when to sleep and i start to get this felling on my back then rushing to my head going back and forth. i dont know what i did but i kinda achieve to be able to have a o.b.e. i remember getting up my body and start it to look around my room. i try to move but it was hard every thing was moving like if ur drunk. i hear voices on the other side of my door. as i look around my room i see that every thing is not as i thought i would be. idk what i saw in my room but every thing was misplace. i try to turn on my pc but it was on all ready idk why i try to turn it on. i look around me some more and i notice that next to the door there bunch of things that seem to be like sleeping bags. i start to see wired things and i start to freak out. i wanted to wake up because it was not cool any more. i think about my body so i can return to it. i remember going down in to it and waking up very tired and weak. i was like wtf just happen. i was a little confuse because i dont remember it being it like that. i was like w.e il try again tonight. i found some tools that supposly it would help me but i have not really tried it.

so yeah this is what been happening to me for the past 4years. i never thought that things like this could happen. i have never ask for it or even bother to wonder about it. it just happen to me out of know where. i used to hate it and kinda be a little scared of it. but now i kinda look forward to it i want to experience it again. i all so feel like i know what to do so i can have a astral projection. when im sure about it i will share it.

sorry for my bad English misspelling and other.
thanks for reading.