Hopeless Wanderings

So.. this is one(well two actually) of the most amazing dreams I've had in a long time. But the first dream faded as the night went on so I barely remeber anything

Me and my friend Niki and another friend(don't remember who) decided to just pack up some things and leave home. We hurried along, packing our stuff into the car, and left a short scribbly note for our parents. We took two cars and smashed the back windsheild of both of them because apparently it was supposed to help protect our identity and hide from the cops because they wouldn't be able to recognize the car(or something weird like that). The driving seemed to take only a matter of seconds and we went to this mountain that Niki said she had just visited with her mother a few weeks before. So she lead the way and we started hiking up this beautiful mountain. I don't know how to describe it, but it felt like we were free.. it was a really good feeling. I wish I remembered more..


I was outside my house and I looked up at the night sky to see an incredible sight. The sky was dark, almost black, but fully lit up with millions of stars and various blobs of color. I saw several shooting stars go by, but they were slower than normal so you could actually watch them go by instead of just seeing them for a split second. there were so many and it was such a beautiful sight that I ran inside my house to tell my parents to come out. When they came out the sky was covered in clouds but you could still see the sky in some of the open areas. I asked my dad why the shooting stars were moving so slow, and he said something like "oh thats normal for those kind of stars" and we just watched the sky in wonder.

Spoiler for Looked kind of like this::

This night was very vivid and full of intense dreams. Unfortunately I don't have the best dream recall right now so I can't remember all the details, just some of the main stuff. I would have liked to remember more of the first dream because it was so overwhelming but since it was the first dream it faded from my memory over the night.

A Beautiful Tragedy
One of my old friends had died(by suicide, I think?) and it was my fault. Although I haven't spoken to her in awhile I still cared a lot about her and I had done something to cause her death. I was a complete mess, crying and crying nonstop for what seemed like forever. I didn't want to live with myself because of what I had done. It was just awful, and the pain felt so real. I don't think I've ever felt so.. broken(then again no one close to me has ever died in RL). I went to my room and curled up on my bed and just weeped and weeped and it was just such a real, heavy feeling. My mom came into my room and she just held me and comforted me as I continued crying. It was almost like.. a beautiful tragedy. When I felt myself waking up from this, I was actually sad that it was a dream. I wanted to go back to that place, back to that feeling. I don't know why.. but it was just so beautiful.

Dorm Livin
I was in a lake or a river with some people and swimming when someone came up to me and said something like, "It's your turn," and started shoving me under the water, not allowing me to come up. I didn't think they were trying to kill me because they had done this with some other people and they were fine, but after awhile of intense struggling more people came to help him push me down under the water and I just gave up. I thought if I stopped moving they would let go. My eyes were closed, and I took a breath of air through my nose, as if it were sticking up from the surface, allowing me to breathe. Then I "woke up" and I was at the end of the hallway of the dorms where the door is, opening it to let someone in. She was someone who had gone to my high school but was now at my same college. I found it odd that I had appeared here and not awake in my bed, so I said "I think I was sleeping up until this point because I just woke up now and here I am.. I don't know how I got here." She didn't seem to believe me. Then me and two new people who I had just met there(not in RL) started painting some picture on white boards. One of the girls looked at me suspiciously, then threw some paint at me, starting a paint fight. I thought it would be cool to have a shirt made of paint splatters so we took turns hand-printing each others shirts.


Hotel Danger
Me, my parents and my sis were in a hotel in Chicago and we wanted to get back to our rooms. We had to go in this elevator, which really freaked me out because it didn't look right and when I tried to get in the doors almost closed on me. Inside the elevator I was shaking and actually crying with fear, as everyone else just stood there normally. The elevator seemed to drop 100 floors and then finally came to a stop at the lobby. I got off right when the doors opened but my sis and mom stayed on because they wanted to go to their floor were our room was. I refused to go back on that thing, so my dad came out and accompanied me. We were going to take the escalators back up instead, but the escalators were huge, like 10 times wider and larger than they should be. The first two escalators were out of service and my dad didn't know that so he tried to go on one and a lady dressed like a hooker said "Sir you can't go on this escalator" so he went on the next one and she followed him and said he couldn't go on that one either, till finally he was able to get on the only working one. I tried to get on it but it was already going up and I couldn't lift my body over the side of it. It was like a giant raft, and the whole thing moved up and down. Then it started bouncing up and down like a trampoline and people were having a party on it. I saw my friend Dani fall off the side of it and wanted to go see if she was okay, but them a HUGE wave appeared. It was the size of the building, which was like 8 stories high. I freaked out and ran to the wave pool that just happened to be there, the wave following behind me, and I went to the deep end of the wave pool and faced the wall. I took a deep breath and went under, hoping this would help take the impact. The wave crashed over me smoothly as I heard people around talking about how huge and awesome the wave was. Then I took a breath and realized I could breathe underwater, then woke up.

so I know its a bit late to be posting this.. past 11:30pm.. but I had an amazing dream last night so I just have to post it. I don't remember much anymore so I'm just going to post the main idea.

I was in an airplane with some other people, I don't remember where we were headed. We flew up towards the clouds and for some reason the top of the plane was open so people could get out and sit on top of it. Everyone soon piled out on top of the plane to see the thick clouds we were going through. It was a thin layer of think clouds, if that makes any sense. I was so excited to be able to see a cloud up close, so I rushed to the top of the plane and felt the clouds brushing against me as we zoomed by in the plane. I opened my mouth to taste them, and they tasted like thick mist(I guess it figures). It was so awesome though! I also remmeber at one poing I was high up in the air on a tree overlooking a lake up in the clouds and I wanted to jump to another tree. People were telling me not to because it was dangerous but I did it anyway and jumped in the air to grab a hanging branch of a tree nearby and safetly attached myself to that tree. It was a beautiful view throughout this whole dream.