Hopeless Wanderings

Me and Niki and maybe some other people were at the park at night just hanging out and swinging on the swings(do it all the time in real life lol). I wanted to get home not too late because I had to do something the next morning, I don't remember what. But we just stayed there and fooled around and it was getting earlier and earlier in the morning. Niki was about to call her mom to pick her up but I told her that I would take her home, because I had an idea of my own. I would fly us home. I tried to practice a little and jumped high in the air, waving my arms and "swimming" through the air trying to stay up. Then somehow me and Niki were off, high up in the air. At this point I think I knew I was dreaming, because I thought "it's hard to imagine what houses and streets are down there.. I just can't remember.." like I was creating the scene trying to find our way home. It just wasn't working out though so we came back down. Before I knew it, the sun had risen in the morning and it was already 6 a.m. I thought I would be extremely tired and it would ruin my day, which was true at first, but then it went away and I felt like I had gotten a full night of sleep.

In another dream I was in the park again, swinging next to this girl from youtube and there was a baby on the ground. He was a special baby that was really smart, and scientists would love to study special babies like that, so in order to study them, one scientist person came up to the baby and put some wierd gas on it that froze it or something. The baby looked dead and the girl next to me got off the swing, ran over to the baby, and started crying, although I knew he wasn't dead. Apparently she didn't know that, so she pulled the baby up by it's arm, but the arm broke right off and blood gushed out. Now the baby was for sure going to die..

I was at my house with my sister and my cat laying next to me. Me and the cat were talking to each other. I was asking it questions and she was answering me. It finally occured to me that not many cats in the world can talk. I told my sister about it, and how we could make tons of money with a talking cat! Stella(cat) had a girly voice and it was kind of intimidating talking to her because she seemed to know a lot. I don't remember what we talked about.

Me and Niki were in a park at night just having some fun when two prissy girly-girls came by us and started hanging around the park also. They were sort of following us, which got us really annoyed, so we decided to do something do get rid of them. For some reason I had a green toy whistle in my hand, and I thought that I could blow in it and scare the girls away. It actually worked. I would blow the whistle and the girls would freak out and think it was a werewolf or something, and as they were freaking out we would get further and further away from them. We did this until we came out of the park and I saw a beautiful night sky beyond us. I jumped up in the air and tried to fly. Although it was hard at first, I managed to get up pretty high a few times and I had a blast! Then I came down on top of a hill and all was dark except for the night sky. Then lights appeared in the sky, beautiful shapes made out of blue, red, and yellow colors. It was so amazing I told Britt, who also happened to be there among other random people looking on with us, to take some pictures. She got out her camera and shot away as all of us stared in awe. Twas a wonderful night.

Me and Niki were in a park at night just having some fun when two prissy girly-girls came by us and started hanging around the park also. They were sort of following us, which got us really annoyed, so we decided to do something do get rid of them. For some reason I had a green toy whistle in my hand, and I thought that I could blow in it and scare the girls away. It actually worked. I would blow the whistle and the girls would freak out and think it was a werewolf or something, and as they were freaking out we would get further and further away from them. We did this until we came out of the park and I saw a beautiful night sky beyond us. I jumped up in the air and tried to fly. Although it was hard at first, I managed to get up pretty high a few times and I had a blast! Then I came down on top of a hill and all was dark except for the night sky. Then lights appeared in the sky, beautiful shapes made out of blue, red, and yellow colors. It was so amazing I told Britt, who also happened to be there among other random people looking on with us, to take some pictures. She got out her camera and shot away as all of us stared in awe. Twas a wonderful night.

Had another lucid today so I thought I'd post. Don't remember all the details. Although for parts of the dream I was lucid, I just continued to let the dream guide me.


I was going somewhere in the car with my mom, dad, and sister, not sure where. We stopped at a car wash for some reason to get food.. or wash our car.. or something. I went outside for some reason, and walked past a little girl and her mother in the back of a parking lot. As I approached her, I rubbed my hand on top of my head in a circle so that she knew who I was. They were homeless, and the little girl said she was hungry.This made me feel really bad so I decided to go to the store and buy a little something for her. I tried to fly on the way to the store by jumping in the air, but couldn't seem to stay up, like usual. It was still fun though. At this point I was thinking "Oh, I know I'm dreaming but I don't care. I never want to wake up." Anyway, I went to what I thought was a grocery store but when I went inside, I saw that it was the same car wash place that I was in before. My parents and sister were there again. I picked out a bag of pretzel-like snacks and started tasting them for some reason. I then picked out a bag of cheese filled pretzels for the little girl and put them on the checkout counter, telling my mom and I was hungry even though the food wasn't for me. I realized that she would also have to buy the other pretzel-like snacks that I had tasted because I had opened the bad. Oh well, I thought. More for the little girl and her mom. I went back to them, flying on the way, but I don't think I ever got to give it to them..

lucid dream: 9-19-10



I haven't been recording any of my dreams lately, so it was surprising that I was able to have a lucid. I don't remember all the details, but it was a really long lucid and pretty vivid.


The first thing I remember was being in the computer room and looking in the closet. I had like 3 or 4 dresses in there and was looking for something to wear to homecoming. Two of the dresses I had never seen in my life and don't remember buying, so I'm not sure but I think that made me wonder if I was dreaming. But it seemed so real, there was no way I could be dreaming. But I did a reality check anyway and looked at my hands, one at a time. My left hand looked normal but my right hand had an extra finger, I I knew I had to be dreaming. I wasn't really sure what to do. I guess I just wanted to fool around and do random stuff so I went outside. I really don't remember a lot of what I did, but it was a really long dream. At one point I remember jumping up in the air and flapping my arms to try to get higher. I was in the middle of the road and cars would go past me. Someone shouted my name and I shouted back "My name is Elsia!" because they called me by my real name and apparently I was "Elsia" at the time. It was really hard to get high up in the air. Finally on the third time I got pretty high, I think it was about 6 stories up or so, but floated back down right away. I also remember something about a car crash.... but I don't remember any details. And I tried to teleport at some time. I acted like Hiro from the show Heroes and closed my eyes and tried to teleport but it didn't work. I also tried to stop time but that didn't work either. I was afraid of losing my lucidity so I focused on a blade of grass and it worked. Oh and then my friend Dani showed up at the bus stop for some reason(she doesn't live by me, or even take the bus) so I waited with her till the bus came. I started acting normal, just seeing where the dream would take me. We got on the bus and I forgot where it took us. Probably to school.

I wish I could remember more of this dream, it was really long and fun!

regular dreams: 8-25-10


UGH I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL SOMEBODY. Sorry, please excuse that. But I can't stand this damn computer anymore!!!!! This is the FOURTH time I had to re-load this page and the THIRD time I had to write this whole thing down again because my stupid computer keeps redirecting me to someone's advertising page! WTF. This won't stop happening and it's so annoying!!!!

Anyway, now that I got that off my chest, I decided that I should post at least one dream from last night because I haven't posted anything in awhile. Let's hope I can actually get it to work this time!

Exploring People's Houses

Me, my dad, and two of my friends went to this place kind of in the woods where there were a bunch of fancy houses. To get to each house, you had to climb some stone steps and walk through wooden walkways that were in the air held up by ropes or something like that. The first house we went into was amazing. It was small but still had a lot of space and had a modern style. To get to the next house, we went outside and walked up another set of stone steps. This house was even more beautiful. Again, it was modern style. I remember stopping to admire a chair. It was a two story house, so I was the first one up the stairs. Standing at the top of the stairs, I heard voices and looked and saw that the owners were home, talking on the porch! I told everyone to run and we ran as quietly and quickly as possible back down the stairs, past the other house, and back to the wooden walkways/bridges. They had seen us now and were chasing us. I had to get us away somehow. My dad was gone, I don't know where he went. I was on a higher level and my friends were across from me on a lower level. I had to get them up here, so I flew down, told Ali to grab my hand, and flew her back up to the high spot. Then I went back down to Katelyn, who seemed resistant to go. I grabbed her anyway and flew her up. Don't remember anything after that.



Church

My friends(including Brittany, Nicole, and others) were going to sleep over at my house for my birthday but my mom wanted me to go to church, so she made me and all my friends go to church even though most of them are Athiest. I felt bad for Nicole because she was really against my religion and she was forced to go. I was surprised that she came at all. We took a seat up front somewhere. In the church there was a large tv hanging from one of the walls and every once in awhile, the priest would pause and take a "commercial brake" or something like that, and the tv would show commercials. I remember at one point in the dream, I got up and when I came back, all my friends had their shirts off and were wearing colorful bras. I quickly grabbed some random red bra from somewhere and put it around me(with my shirt on) because apparently everyone was wearing them around the church..

regular dreams: 7-25-10


Sasquatch Gym Class

I was in a huge gym type of building with some other people(normal humans). We were running around in sort of like a dance line or something with a bunch of sasquatches.. I don’t know if they were real sasquatches or just people dressed up as them. I was doing really good and keeping up with them but I eventually got out of line so I stopped. Another activity at the gym was basketball, so I picked up a ball and went over to a small basketball court with one of my friends. I stood right by the net, shot the ball, and missed. My ball went rolling off somewhere and I didn’t feel like chasing it so I just stood there and looked for another ball but couldn’t find any.

Then the principle came around by the basketball court, followed by some lady. Everyone ran behind things to hide and so did I. The principle said something like “well, who is going to help me?” And for some reason I stepped out of my hiding place behind a piece of wood and stood right in front of him. I didn’t really want to help him though. The lady who came with him was carring some type of small machine thing which required two AA batteries. She said we needed to go activate the batteries or something like that and pulled out the two old ones. I remember thinking “hey, we are going to learn how to do this in chemistry class this year! This will prepare me for the class!” (Which is really weird because I already had chemistry last year and I don’t think activating a battery is actually something people do..) So me and some other people followed the lady for awhile as we walked to someplace. For some reason, I couldn’t quite keep up with her, no matter how fast I walked. Then I started to jump and fly to keep up with her. The dream ended before I found out where we were going.


Ski Slope in Space

Me and my friends were at a snowboarding/skiing hill at night and I was Elsia. They went up the ski lift and I wanted to have some fun and fly up the hill and meet them there. But I just couldn’t seem to fly upward, it was too hard. I had my skis on(which is weird because I usually snowboard) and I went over by this ski launcher and tried to launch myself in the air but that didn’t really work either. Then I appeared to be on top of the hill, which was now like 10 times bigger and had a second hill in the sky(the one I was standing on) and people would ski/board off of and land down the second hill and continue speeding down. I was watching my friend’s mom prepare to go down the hill. She had a plastic raft, and the hill was now like a huge waterslide. It was really steep and hard to stay at the top now. She said something like “I have to do all the work myself. Hold onto the raft and try to stay up here and blah blah blah..” She finally managed to get in the raft while holding on to the top of the hill on a handle thing. She then let go and went super fast down the hill, but when she got to the end of the hill in the sky, she ended up missing the hill on the ground and started free falling to the ground which was now even farther away.. it was like looking down from space and watching her fall to the Earth. I don’t remember if she actually made it or not…

So I had a dream about me dying... actually I've had several in the past few months. Also, my mom always has dreams about me dying/getting hurt. This kind of freaks me out...




Something happened before this.. but I don't remember what. I looked out my bedroom window and saw my friend. Then, I appeared to be looking at myself through my bedroom door. I was standing by my bed, then I just collapsed and died. A second later, I was sitting in an old car, looking out the window. The car was on a grassy hill, with tons of trees in the background and a sunny blue sky. There were people surrounding the car, or atleast they looked like people. One of them came up to the window and said something like "Come on out, It's okay." I didn't know what to do or think. It finally sunk in that I had died. So I rolled down the window and began to fly out of the car and up towards the clouds. Soon after this the dream faded

regular dream: 6-26-10


It was the second last day of school and I was taking some kind of math or history exam. I was doing pretty good but then the teacher told everyone to pack up. I didn't get to finish so I shoved the test in my backpack without him noticing and went home. When I got home I noticed that all my clothes had been spread out on the floor in a giant mess and my room was more of a public clothing store. I didn't want anyone to come in and see how messy my clothes were so I picked them up and put them in piles around the clothing store. I noticed that I had two new shirts that I remembered buying. One was a Miley Cyrus shirt which I never intended to wear.. and the other was a t-shirt from a trip of some kind. I realized that the school bus would be coming soon so I just threw on my purple sweater even though it was a bit hot out and started to go out by the bus. I went through my garage for some reason, instead of the door. In order to close the garage, I had to press the button and run out and jump over the invisible line thingy(happens in RL all the time). But I kept hitting the invisible line, causing the garage door to stop. Somehow I finally got it to close. I kept hearing bus sounding cars go by and kept freaking out that I would miss the bus on the last day of exams but the bus never actually passed. I started walking down to the bus stop, kind of jumping up in the air and flying like I was Elsia. This car almost hit me on the way there.. When I got there, there was these stairs thing leading to a wooden platform that some of the people by the bus stop were standing on. I flew up there and like a minute later the bus came. Everyone else went down the stairs but I just jumped high up in the air and floated down. The bus driver gave me a look of awe and I smiled. I got on the bus and sat next to this girl and like hugged her or something.. I guess I was just trying to be friendly but it made me look like a lesbo.. yea thats all I remember.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

Lucid Dreams: 5-15-10 and 5-16-10

Finally had some lucid dreams! I don't really feel like explaining them now so I'm just going to be brief.


Spanish Class in the Mall Lucid

In the first one, I was about to return to my eighth hour class. To get there, I remembered my teacher taking me there through a mall last time we went there. So I went into the mall but I couldn't remember which way to go. Then I asked this girl from my class and she said "just keep going that way down the street." She didn't say anything about the mall and I was confused. Then I realized that there was no way you could walk through a mall to get to my class so I knew I was dreaming. I returned to the mall for a brief time before waking up.


Short WBTB

In the second one, I was so happy about achieving an LD that I decided to try again. I got up at 6am the next day to go to the bathroom, then returned to try a WBTB. It worked. I was in this house.. and I don't really know how to- or want to- describe it. Then I was flying around being Elsia for awhile but decided to do something else. I appeared in Criss Angel's room. It was a really long dream in which I was going in and out of the LD and waking life.

Yeah... so those were my brief descriptions.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 4-30-10


The internet hasn't been working lately so I wasn't able to put up any dreams for the last couple of days and I forgot about them. Last night I had some amazing dreams, though I don't remember all the details. For now I am just going to list some of the fragments that I remember.


Fun with Flying
-sidewalk w/ppl
-jumping&flapping arms, practicing, getting better
-some guy......

Britt's Arm
-some big wound on arm

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

I don't remember that much since I didn't type up this dream until like 4 hours after I woke up...

Flying to the Believe Theatre

I was with my friend and her family, I think it was Ali but wasn't sure. Apparently Dimitra was part of their family and offered to take me to see Criss Angels show since they go there almost every time he performs and I obviously agreed. I offerered to fly us there. We were up high, over a busy new-york like city at night time and we were falling fast. Like in most dreams, I could not fly upward. Right before we crashed into the ground, I pulled up. I'm not really sure how we got to the theatre. I remember sitting in the theatre and remembering how I felt the first time I saw Believe(in real life) and was wondering why I didn't feel as excited as I should. I saw part of the show but I don't really remember any of it. Since I was with Criss's family, we got to sit wherever we wanted.

Thats really all I can remember..

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 8-15-09


Six Flags

Me, Katelyn, and Ali were about to get into six flags. It was on a day that Khols rented out the park(just like in real life, I invited them to go to six flags with me in a month when khols rented out the park.) so there were going to be shorter lines. We had our tickets but we didn't know where to enter. Ali tried giving her ticket at one desk but they said her ticket had the wrong number and we had to enter somewhere else. We kept looking around this building to find our entrace. I could already see people in line for the Raging Bull. We never got in, I don't really remember the rest of it.


Rope Bridge

I was Elsia. I was with a friend, I don't remember who. We wanted to get across a lake for some reason. So I used my mind to build ropes and a bridge type thing out of things from the island across the lake. It only took about a second to set it up. There were ropes hanging from the sky. I climbed up one but didn't have the strength to climb it all the way because there werent enough knots in the rope to grab onto. I tried to create more knots with my mind but it didn't work. I don't remember anything after that.


Out at Night

Me and Katelyn, I think, were walking on a road, I think, in the middle of the night. We heard a police car coming. Katelyn didn't want to get in trouble for not obeying the curfew so we ran into the woods, even though I knew that the police car wasn't even coming our way, I kind of wanted it to because I wanted to have an adventure. So we ran through the dark woods that was made up of tall skinny trees and covered with brown crusty leaves on the ground. Then we saw something move ahead of us. I told Katelyn to get down. Then we saw that it was a bunch of younger kids. Before I could ask them what they were doing here, they asked us. We said we can be here if we want. They led us to their house. There were 2 boys and a girl. The boys went into a room without us. They pretended to tell their "mom" on us, by talking to the girl and telling her about us. We obviously didn't believe that they were talking to their mom, so we wern't scared. I was about to tell them about the time I saved their father? from getting eating by a shark? or something.. but I don't remember anything after that...


Sleepover

Katelyn and Ali? were sleeping over at my house. Me and Katelyn couldnt fall asleep so we just stayed up. She got a huge bowl of cheezy noodles and ate it. We heard my mom and sister talking so we hopped under a blanket and pretended to be asleep on the floor of my living room. Later I looked at the clock, it was 6 am already and we were still awake and my mom was talking to my sister about sleeping pills or something. Thats all I remember.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 7-7-08

Car Trip

Hmm well I remember going to camp with Rachel, we were at this hotel kind of thing and we ate dinner there. Rachel brought like 5 of her friends with her. It was a bible camp and there was a church right by the diner. They were talking so loud that people in the church were starting at them. "be quiet! theres a church over there!" i told them, and they quieted down. Someone, maybe one of Rachel's parents, told us to go to church. I offered to drive... who knows why since the church was in the building... anyways, I drove Rachel, Rebekah? and angie? (her friends) and when we got there, my brakes werent working properly and I was doing a horrible job at parking. This policeman dressed in a light brown uniform started chasing after the car and told me to stop. I pressed down on the brake but it took forever for the car to come to a complete stop. When he came up to my window, I apologized and told him my brake wasnt working that well but that I was a good driver and didn't mean to drive recklessly. He kept asking me questions, like if I was 18. I told him no, and he acted like I was illegal even though I had my license. But i was actually doing something illegal, driving with three friends in the car even though I was only supposed to have one.(Because in real life, I just got my license and you arn't supposed to have more than 1 friend in the car for like 6 months, not that i ever follow that rule..) Well anyways, a second later, the policeman was in the car with me, like he wanted to make sure I was a good driver. I started driving, and I felt like I was speeding and couldnt control the car. He kept shouting "come on, speed! speed!" finally, i got control of the car and slowed down. But suddenly, I went over this rail on the side of the road and we rolled down this hill. The policeman fell out of the car but we kept going and finally came to a stop. Then I realized that I was Elsia Star.. I wondered if the policeman would have mercy on me if I went to help him and he saw who I was. Thats all I remember.. I woke up.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 7-5-09


Elsia

I think I was at a waterpark, or summerfest, or something. A bunch of people were outside tanning on this large area of cement. I was Elsia Star and I was flying around. I knew people were staring at me. I went over by Katelyn and Ali and sat down by them. We went inside and there was this girl in a pool and she told everyone that she was diagnosed with some kind of cancer or something and she had a shorter time to live. I went over by her and told her not to worry and to live every day like nothings wrong, just keep on living life.

Also, I dont know if this was the same dream or not.. but Katelyn had on 4 necklaces and Ali was like "the maximum number of necklaces you can wear is 3." and i was wearing 4 also, a criss angel necklace, a summerfest necklace, and some other necklaces. I was like "who cares." lol random, thats all I remember.