Nom nom nom, Mmmattelicious...

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a weird night with a zombie/horror theme. It was kinda cool, and did achieve some lucidity for a while but I started worrying about the dream ending and I lost lucidity instead. Will only write down the lucid.

03.00: Sleep

07.30: WBTB 5 minutes

11.30: Chop chop MILD
I'm in a nice neighbourhood, only problem is that a big outbreak of some virus has happened and people are freaking out. I get on a bus going down towards the town square. I stand near the bus doors and hold on to a pole. A guy leaning against the doors looks really sick. He's got a green and brown skine tone and keeps his head down. All of a sudden he snaps it up. His eyes are darker than they should be and he growls at me. I kick him in the chest and send him flying out through the doors. I close them quickly before he can get back in. He puts his face to the glass.

The bus goes on and we arrive at a gas station. I get out and there are two guys there, one is holding a fireman's axe. I bring out a big kitchen's knife and we start hacking at eachother. All of a sudden I'm holding an axe just like his. He swings at me and I put up my arm and let it take the blow, it doesn't hurt or cut very deep at all. I swing as hard as I can and make a huge cut just below his shoulder. "Damn you're good!" he tells me and I hack away, separating the arm from his body and hacking away at his fingers.

My cell starts ringing as I realise I'm dreaming. I pick up, it's my friend Henrik. We talk for a little while. "You know what, I'll give you a call as soon as I wake up" I tell him and hang up. It's getting brighter out and there's a crowd of people on the top of a hill. "Let's go there" I tell my two friends who has shown up from nowhere. As we walk on the road I enjoy myself, feeling the air, rubbing my hands and eating something I can't remember what it was. 'Please don't destabilize now' I keep on walking while struggling to stay in the dream. It doesn't collapse and I reach the people on the hill.

My lucidity is gone however. We've all been partying all night long and it's time to go home. My friend G bends over and pukes his guts out. "Hah, did you drink too much water dude?" I ask and laugh with the others. "Yeah..." he replies. We all start walking down the road.

11.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! This entire week's been full of weird and intense dreams and last night was no exception. I intended to take some G+C but after waking up from two nightmarish dreams I changed my mind.

23.00: Sleep

09.00: Zombie Apocalypse
I'm in my apartment. Monica, my friend Felix and his girlfriend are there too and we're in the middle of a zombie apocalypse, trying to survive. I walk towards the kitchen while looking out through the window. The apartment is next to a big square, which is now filled with zombies. A few of them notice me and starts waving and running towards the building. Luckily I'm on the seventh floor so they can't do much harm. I start boiling some pasta water. I turn on the TV and it shows a view of my apartment building. The zombies down below are throwing cobble stones and are reaching as far up as the apartment underneath.

'Damn they're getting smarter...' Felix's girlfriend appears. We watch as they set a big truck on fire at the base of the building. "They almost seem human again" I say. She nods. We both realise that we're doomed if we stay.

The dream skips. I enter the building several days or weeks earlier. A few zombies stand completely still in the stairs. They appear to be sleeping and I pass by, making sure I don't touch them. I take the seven flight of stairs and there are sleeping zombies all over the place. I get to the top where my apartment is. A big party seems to be going on. I get in, nodding to the two guards with sub machine guns standing guard. People are having a real good time. There's disco lights going on and everything, but I'm not in the mood. "Everyone get out! The party is over!" People starts to get out.

All of a sudden I hear screams coming from the door. 'Oh shit the zombies have awakened!' I run towards it and try to close it. A woman tries to get in and I can't get it shut. "Help me!" she screams franticly. I slam myself at the door and it shuts. I turn the lock. I look out the peephole and the woman is standing there, scratching at the door like she's crazy. The two guys with the sub machine guns are still there, along with a few others. "Keep an eye on this door" I tell them. I have no idea what happened to them later.

09.00: Huge ass pike
I'm with my brother Martin at a big lake. We're fishing. I use a colourful lure intended for pike and cast it out. I make sure it ends up in a well lit up place in the water and can see a small pike trailing it. "You won't catch anything with that thing!" my brother mocks me. I refuse to give up and give it a few more tries. All of a sudden a huge and long shadow appears in the water. A pike is chasing my lure, and it looks like the snake from the movie "Anaconda." It doesn't bite and when I pull my lure out of the water it just sits there. I look more closely at it. Its entire body must be more than ten meters, and it's in a large U-shape.

I cast the lure out and it sticks to its head. I hold on as it tries to pull the rod out of my hands, I have no hopes of catching this beast. All of a sudden we start talking somehow. Monica appears and it asks me if we want to go for a ride. "Nah I'm good" Monica says. Me and my brother agree to do it though and we jump up on its back where two plastic surfing boards are. I grab onto the pike below the water and we take off. I can't believe how fast we're going. The other side of the lake is approaching fast and I have to make small jumps not to hit my face on the lines going across the waters.

Just before we crash onto land I jump off and dive into the water. Two people are watching us from a small boat on land. I hear a "Wohooo!" nearby and realise it's the pike. It's under a boat where a small pocket of air is. I go there and do a few "woohoo's" myself. I get out of there and head towards the middle of the lake when all of a sudden something stabs me in the chest. I feel my warm blood gushing out of a knife wound where my heart is. One of the guys on land was apparently an assassin and swims away from me.

10.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! I had another dream but I can't be bothered to write it down as it wasn't very interesting. I did lose two teeth, which is kinda cool.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a single dream last night and it was pretty cool. I guess it was a nightmare, I didn't feel happy exactly when I woke up but now that I think back on the whole experience: awesome!

00.00: Sleep

04.30: From prison to zombie survival
"Use these to distract the guards, then change the combination code" a guy I know tells me and hands me a razor blade that is cut up into tiny little pieces. I throw some on the ground.



Two prison guards show up and grab me by the arms and lead me into a room with one old school holding cell aswell a small box of a room in the middle of it. I spread the razor shards all over the place without them noticing. With a flick of my finger I make them all explode at once. "What was that?!" one of the guards ask the other and they run out of the room.

I take my chance and run up to the box-like room. On the door is a keypad, I can see a button that says: "Change password" and I press it. It seems to have a four digit code. I enter my first four birth digits and walk over to the old school cell with prison bars. All of a sudden a bunch of prison guards show up and I can't do anything. I still have lots of razor blade shards in my hand and I hide them as best I can.

"Hey! What are you doing?!" one of the guard says as he notices I'm holding something. All of a sudden the entire scenario changes in an instant. There's a window and outside I spot a coworker with a bunch of people. "Okay! Do you guys really want to die that bad? Fine then!" I say angrily. They decide to hear me out. I open the window and ask the coworker, Bosse, if he can take me and the guards with him. "Only if they know how to go down a river in a raft" he says. We're in the middle of a zombie apocalypse and we're going to try to survive.

"If you're coming then you have to hurry the fuck up" he says and grabs a chain saw. I can see a whole bunch of zombies closing in on him and his group. One guy gets dragged off screaming. I walk back to the guards and explain to them they have to act quickly. "Go!" I yell and everyone scatters. It seems like I'm in my grandma's house. I head upstairs to try to find something useful when I realise I've already packed my bag. 'Something to keep it dry then... I find a sweater that I put on then head downstairs. "Let's go guys!" I yell.

In the kitchen I find a guy looking through some drawers. "Here, you need this" I say and take the small knife he has on him and hand him a much bigger one. I grab one myself. I exit the house through the front door, right away I hear a weird growling sound behind me. I look back.



She starts walking towards me but at a very slow pace. I jog to the front of the house and take a right where I know a big field of grass is. I spot two very long lines of people, atleast two hundred of them. They walk slowly in groups, one heading towards the woods and one going alongside the buildings. There are single individuals scattered all over the place aswell. My other grandma, not the one who owns the house, shows up. She looks pale and holds my cousin. "Hey Matte!" she says. She tries to hug me but I feel something's not right. My grandpa and my uncle is at he back of the big line going into the woods.



I run away from her and dodge as a zombie tries to grab for me. Even though they're very slow they're scary as hell. "Look over there" my mom says from nowhere. "They seem to enjoy it." I look to the right at the second line of people and a small hill they're walking past. At first it looks like there's a slaughter at the hill, things flying over the people, but after looking more closely I can see it's just water. They're spraying the zombies or people, I'm not quite sure at this moment, with water.

I head towards the second line to check it out more closely. Up ahead one of the houses has a weird mask shop. It has dark masks in different colours in a little stall. The line keeps walking on at an even pace. Without realising it, I've ended up in a corner. A big fence cuts me off from the line and the only way out of there is back, where a zombie is walking my direction. I can't be bothered to stay in the dream any longer and wake up.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 5½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! The last part of the dream I guess is lucid, but won't count the dream as one. I've done that loads of times when I've had just too much from a nightmare like that and woken myself up. Also was pretty cool to be able to calculate exactly when I fell asleep according to the time I woke up from the dream. At the end of my REM period.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a very weird dream last night. Things kept changing and it was quite annoying.

05.00: Sleep

12.00: Zombies
I'm with a group of people in a bus. My brother Morgan is there, along with two or three other kids. We all have a plan made out, and a few of us has handguns. We get out of the bus in the middle of the road and start walking. I spot a few people standing still just behind a house. "Oh shit, get back!" I tell them and raise my gun. The "people" come rushing at us, growling. I try to aim for their heads with my revolver, but the laser dot disappears as they get closer. I shoot the first one in the head just as he reaches me and jump away so he won't fall on my feet.

I shoot the other, but hits the side of his face. He attacks me and I finish him off. I look to my right, and can see that Morgan is struggling to get one off of him. "Hit it!" I tell him and he tries to kill it with a big wrench. He's too weak though and I have to step it. Here the dream goes a bit weird. I kill the zombie by hitting it with the wrench, but somehow Morgan is the only one left. I pick him up and we start running down the street.

"This is going to shit! We have to restart, three are already wounded" I tell the others. I put Morgan down against a wall. Behind me a black robot boar appears and people are pressing a small red button at the bottom of it to surrender or something like that. "We have to kill ourselves to restart" I tell Morgan. He doesn't want to do it. "Look, it's alot easier than getting gored by that boar" I tell him, but he refuses to take the gun. "Alright fine" I tell him and put the gun against my forehead. I squeeze the trigger but I only hear a click. I squeeze it three more times, and I hear a small pop.

I look at the gun and a bullet falls out. The boar appears and start running around, it's real now instead of a robot, and I have had enough of it. I bring up a paper shotgun and start loading it up with shotgun shells. The boar turns to a woman in a car. I blast her right side of her face. She only gets dirty with soot. I grab her and tell her she can't do this shit anymore.

The dream skips. I'm talking to her by a refrigerator for a very long time. At first she hates me, but in the end she really loves me. It's like I'm a psychiatrist.

13.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Supplements: None

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Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Was out drinking last night and I didn't expect to dream much. I got alot of sleep though so the REM rebound kicked in, resulting in a very long dream. Was too tired to write things down properly and lost most recall of a lucid.

01.00: Sleep

08.30: Driving DILD
It's dark out and I'm at work. I once again have to lock up all the containers myself. Suddenly I realise I'm dreaming. Something's off with my vision though and I have to really struggle to raise my eyes from the ground. I can hear someone walking next to me. I finally get my eyes up and stabilize the dream by focusing.

I spot a silvery car and I walk over to it. I get in and yell "stabilize now!" as I do. Everything becomes clearer, cool. I start the car and take off. I go around the construction site for a while before coming up to a very sharp turn. I will the car to stay on track while maintaining speed. I spot a big crane lying on its side up ahead and I hit the gas. I go up on the crane and jump, spinning as I do. I decide to let the dream go.

11.00: Wrong medicine
I'm with my coworkers Björn and Valdis. We're at some medicine store in the middle of the forest. Valdis had bought headache medication for his wife, but the guy had scammed him. He confronts the guy behind the counter and slams the package on the desk. "This is blue berries!" he shouts at him. "The very thing she was getting headaches and stomach aches from, and you give me more?" Valdis is very upset, and the guy behind the counter is apologizing. "I'll be back in 15 minutes" he tells us and walks through a gate.

Me and Björn get in a car and start going down a hill on a road. All of a sudden he stops the car. "I don't want to miss this" he tells me and starts backing up. I buckle up and man are we going fast. I'm sure we will crash any second and I hold on for dear life. After a while the car stops and we get out. I walk up to the man selling the medicine, he's holding another package along with the previous brown one. I spot something green which says something about tattoos. I start asking him questions about medicine and he seems like a reasonable guy, selling herbs and stuff. "What do you call your profession?" I ask him. "Pharmacist" he tells me. Makes sense.

I spot a few lions behind the gate leading up to a trailer, and all of a sudden a black panther starts licking my hands. "He seems to like you, or you've eaten something" the man tells me. I let the panther lick my hands for a while and gently lead him through the gate and close it. "I want some pain killers for my wrists" I tell him. Since I was with Valdis who had apparently offended him, he tells me I can't tell him my name. "You will have to draw a map as we go instead."

I look around and realise we're in a huge mansion, standing in the lobby. I grab a paper lying on a table and a pen. Someone's already drawn a map up until the door the herb guy is at. I draw a line and an arrow. We head through the door, someone other guy is with us now. The room is filled with lions. "You have to pass through these levels" the guy tells us. The lions don't do anything and we all go through a second door. This room has zombies in it, but they appear to be very slow. They reach for us but I easily dodge them and push some away. "Are we allowed to kill them or what?" I ask. "You do what you gotta do" Herbman says.

We burst through the next door unharmed, but the zombies in this room is a whole other story. I quickly run to the right and head for a cabin standing in the middle of the room. The other guy goes left towards a new door. "Let's go through here!" I shout and open the cabin. It's got a weird spike statue in it. "Nevermind" I say and kick a zombie in the face. I punch a few more and grab one with telekinesis, crushing his throat. I hear a scream and head for the other guy, but there are just zombies everywhere. I punch and kick them all to death, and all of a sudden one rises. It's the guy I was with. I hit him in the face and head down a hatch.

"Congratulations" the Herbman says. "You're the last survivor, now we do it all again. Everyone remember your roles and read the books for guidance." I read the first page of the book I'm holding. I'm some kind of black woman apparently.

11.00: Fragment
I'm watching my coworker Nicke play the game "Entropia Universe." He's got very heavy weapons. "The other rifles just had burst, I wanted fully automatic ones" he tells me as he's taking down a very big creature. I'm amazed. An explosion sends him flying through the air and I try to help him go to the creature he killed to claim his loot. He lands several kilometers away. I laugh.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: Lots of alcohol

That's it! I intend to get lucid tomorrow morning, and teleport. We'll see how it goes.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I haven't been as enthusiastic as I was yesterday when I went to bed for a long time. Intended to do a WBTB this morning but I failed to get up. Didn't have a lucid dream either.

00.30: Sleep

08.30: Zombies
I'm in my old house I grew up in. Once again the zombie apocalypse is here and I'm hiding with a few people. I head up on the roof through a small hatch and stay completely still, peaking over the top every now and then. I've got a clear view of the entire town and there's not a single person in sight. Smoke rises from a chimney across the street. I duck behind cover and wait for a minute or so. I check again, I see a bicycle going past without anyone on it. Must be some kind of ghost. I hide again and look back up again after after a while. This time a car goes past, without a driver.

I start noticing people now. Most of them are on bicycles for some reason. I duck behind the roof before anyone can see me. I look to the right and see a road going behind a mountain. People on the road can clearly see me only if they turn their heads to the right. I hope no one sees me, but soon one guy does. He stares at me for a long time before going out of sight. Another person sees me, and another.

I figure it's time to go down and I slip down the hatch again. "A couple of zombies saw me" I tell a girl. She's our leader or something. "Shit! We gotta go then" she says and starts picking up things. "Go where?" I ask. "To the next house ofcourse, the zombies know we're here" she replies and I start packing everything useful. I find a revolver and some random trash I stash in my bag.

10.30: Fragments
*I'm taking a shit at my mom's house. One of her dogs lies infront of me. I pet her and she licks my face. Next to her is a cage with a pink rat in it. I pet the rat, afraid it will bite me. Its fur is completely pink and is so soft.

*I'm playing a game similar to WoW. I am on an automated path and I have to throw bombs at eskimoes and indians. I try to get as many as possible. There are groups all around and I kill them all. Meanwhile a song is playing in the background. It sounds like "Pocahontas" and the song is about how we should treasure life and the nature. I spot a few mounds of gold and a pool of oil in the woods.

*I'm talking to my uncle about the doctor education. "The english one is the hardest education there is" I tell him. He agrees. "Not everyone can do it though, it's so stressful". He starts telling me about how the salary is. "It starts like up here, and just continues upwards."

10.30: Orcas
I'm in a big pool with a couple of other people. There's another even bigger pool next to the one I'm in, and they're separated by a wall of glass. I see several big orcas in the other pool and they jump and splash everyone in the audience. One is particularly interested in me for some reason, and almost bites me in the arm. I get out of the pool. My dad is there. "Perhaps they think I'm one of the trainers because of my blue shirt?" I ask him. The few trainers around has blue shirts and I take mine off. I jump back in and land on my back.

It's like I've got a life jacket on and I can't really swim under. After a few tries I can and I have to hold my breath for a long time before finding a ladder to climb up on. I get up and someone tells me that the biggest orca is going to make a big whirlpool further down in the pool. I have just missed it. The dream changes and I watch as a few coworkers go past me. It's like I'm playing a nintendo DS game and because I have cleared up a spot in my inventory and because I have so much energy. I can run 50% faster.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: 3 dl applejuice

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Every dream I recall from last night/this morning was a nightmare or close to it. Even the fragment which I'm having trouble recalling, had a very sinister feel to it and I woke up all sweaty from it.

02.00: Sleep

05.00: Zombie apocalypse
I'm standing on a small mountain with a couple of trees nearby. There are shelters and stuff all around me, and people are running around. No wonder they are running around, the zombie virus has been released! I gather some things necessary for survival out in the woods. A very long fishing line, some plastic bags, etc. "How will we sleep?" someone asks me. "We will be huddled together for warmth" an older man says. I pack some last minute stuff into my already stuffed bag and throw it over my shoulder.

We start walking, but don't have to go very far. A kitchen, without roof or two walls appears and there's two people in it. Except for the missing walls, the kitchen looks very new. This place will have to do for now. I greet with the guy sitting at the table. I sit down and we start talking. I look over his shoulder for any zombies incoming, he's got his back towards the "entrance."

"What will you guys do when the electricity goes out?" I ask him. "What do you mean, the lights?" he replies. "No, the food in the refrigerator will spoil right away". "Oh, well, I dunno, we'll take it as it comes then" he tells me. I'm frustrated he has no plan and I don't think everything will be alright just like that. I look over his shoulder again and he gets frustrated because I'm so paranoid. "Well, you should be too" I tell him and take another look, this time I spot something.

A woman in a white, hospital dress is limping towards us. Her skin in her face is starting to turn a bit yellow at places, like it's rotting. "She's infected, get away from her!" people starts yelling. The woman doesn't seem to be a zombie fully yet though. She reaches out with her arms, trying to grab me. I jump away and try to find a knife or anything to kill her with. She chases me around the table, luckily she's not very fast. I see a couple of forks and dining knives but nothing will do.



I spot an orange working knife and I grab it. I grab the woman and shove the knife straight into her skull and twist the knife. She starts whining and screaming. Brain matter splatters all around us and I hold her over the sink to not get it on the floor. I keep my mouth shut tight to not get infected myself. Even though she should be dead she's still alive. I drop her on the floor and she stops moving finally. "Alright, this knife is mine" I say all riled up. Fucking retards who can't get things done. Good job letting the guy with the injured wrists do it.

08.00: Fragments
*Something about the game Terraria. Woke up all sweaty.

*Ants, they were all over the place.

09.20: Collapsing at work
I'm at work. I have to do some concrete work and I try to find an old concrete bag with the right kind of concrete. I know it's supposed to be here somewhere but I can't find it. I see several other bags which are red, but not my bag. I decide to head up to the establishment and get a new one. I check the clock as I walk in. "8.30." I've still got time to do some work until the break at nine. I pick the concrete bag up and ask my coworker if he wants to help me carry another one, he doesn't. My boss shows up, he starts telling me how we have to speed up work, and that it has to be done by the next week in May.

"Next year?" I ask him. "No, next week." God damnit. "Alright we'll step it up" I tell him. He starts telling me how it's better to get a job done fast rather than do a good job. I agree and head back out with my concrete bag. I run all the way back and I'm really sweating by the time I arrive at the gates to where I was going to do my job. The ground consists of loose gravel and I trip in it and fall over. I see a few worms crawling further down. I relax for a second, my leg is cramping like hell and I try to soothe it by rubbing it.

A trucker girl nearby watches me, she looks a bit worried. I shake my head and get up. For some reason I'm very dizzy. I grab the fence next to me and try to stay up, but I fall down on my back. The girl runs up to me. I mumble something. "What text message?" she asks me. I have no idea what she is talking about. "You just said something about a text message" she tells me. "I must have been dreaming" I tell her. Wow I'm sweaty! I wipe my forehead but it still pours down into my mouth.

After a while I get up, my machinist Krull is there. I tell him what the boss said. "Basicly we can just pour the concrete powder in there and just spit at it" I say. He laughs. We head back up and I try to walk as steadily as I can, don't want to show that I'm weak.

10.30: Maths class
I'm in my new maths class. It's the next one after the one I've just taken, and I spot a few people who was in my old class. My coworker Valdis is there aswell, his name gets called out and I ask him about his surname, it doesn't sound right. He repeats what the teacher said. I look at the problems we were handed out. A guy next to me is doing an earlier course's final exam. I solve my problems within seconds but I realise I've done a mistake. I erase it all while the teacher is watching. I notice that there are more numbers than I first had noticed, and it's actually a very hard equation. I'm worried I won't pass this class.

10.30: Fragment
*My friend G has nothing but shorts on. He's got hair all over his body and he's laughing like a maniac. He intends to shave it all off. He flexes his legs. "Look at all that muscle mmmmmmmh, yeah!" I flex my own leg. "Yeah, look at that!"

10.30: Freaking bears!
I'm with my younger brother Morgan at my mom's house. We're on the upper floor and watching the forest on the backside through the windows. I spot something moving up there, and I realise it's a big brown bear! My brother Morgan opens up a window and starts to annoy it. I've got a camera in my hands and I take a few good shots. Suddenly the bear rushes towards us and climbs the ladder beneath us. There's a hatch going into the room we're in. Morgan runs out while I stay to try to fend it off. The bear destroys the hatch but the hole it's made is too small for it to crawl through. I take a lighter and try to burn it. The bear's enormous claws almost rake me and I jump back.

The hole gets bigger all of a sudden and I close the door, but it won't shut properly! I leave it and run down the stairs. I see my mom, she's only wearing a bathrobe and a towel on her head. "Hide!" I yell. "Where? I can't hide" she tells me. "Just go into your room and shut the door then" I tell her and run into another one. The bear comes crashing down the stairs. I head out back and close all the doors behind me. I don't go very far though, as I'm sure the bear will come around the corner any second. Ofcourse it does. What a smart fucking bear. I run back in and close the door behind me.



I head upstairs. The bear has gone away finally. I look out the window to make sure it's not coming back, but it is, and it brought a friend aswell as a cub. For fuck's sake! I run to the front of the house and jump up on the roof. I head to the neighbour's roof and lie down. I check if they would be able to see me if they came down the street, and they would. I go to the next, and the next. After a few houses I'm comfortable enough to stay. I lie there for minutes, just waiting for the whole scenario to go over.

I start hearing voices. "Strange that no one has ever reported it to the police, they should have shot the bear right away." "Yeah, oh well it's taken care of now luckily." After a while I can hear gunshots, so I head back. I climb on the rooftops and next to my mom's house is a huge house with black tiles on the roof. I take a peak around the chimney, and look down the backside. "It's all over, they're dead" my mom tells me. Relief washes over me like never before. I almost start to cry. I try to get down from the roof, all of a sudden very clumsy and slow.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! What a night. I hate bears, they've always been my mortal enemy in my dreams. One day I will make one appear in a Lucid and ask it why the hell its kind hates me so much. Perhaps they just want to make friends?

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Didn't have any intentions last night, and I was out clubbing. The alcohol should have made me dream less but I had a few cool dreams. My head hurt this morning so I couldn't be arsed to remember more than two.

03.30: Sleep

13.00: Killing time
I'm standing infront of three containers at work. Behind them up on a hill I can see movement. "Oh shit, here they come" I say to my two friends. We're survivors in a zombie-infested world. I grab a metallic pike and a small axe and start walking towards the howling zombies. Just as they reach us, they stop and become slow. I hack away with my axe, splitting skulls all around me. All zombies are killed and we get a few seconds to breathe. I spot more movement up the hill and this level is going to be harder. They run down the hill and this time they don't stop. I sink my axe into the head of a woman with only one eye, a cyclops. I remember her from the previous wave. A guy in an orange shirt attacks me. I hack at him but he gets near me and we both fall to the ground. I kick him off of me and kill him.

13.00: Power DILD
I'm driving a car towards two enormous hotels which has windows everywhere. I'm pissed off at the rich people living in there and I intend to wreak some havoc. I reach one of them and get in. I kick a door in and a rich guy collapses, I grab him and throw him into the hallway. I realise I'm dreaming. I grab the man by the throat and hold him up against the wall, his feet kicking beneath him. "I'm in total control over you. Do you realise how much power I have?" I ask and throw him down the hall. He gets up and tries to run but I quickly grab him with telekinesis and hold him against the wall again. I walk past him and rub my hand against the wall to stabilize. I get the most brilliant idea EVER! I feel like experimenting with thinking about my sleeping body. The entire dream starts to collapse right away. I quickly rub both my hands against the wall and manage to keep it stable for a few seconds before I get a FA.


13.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9½ hours

Supplements: Way too much alcohol

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a LAN with my brother last night, so I didn't get the "quality" sleep I would have wanted. Anyways, had a few dreams.

04.00: Bedtime

05.30: Fragment
*I'm with Felix, his new girl and some other person. I comment on his girlfriend's toenails. Something about the story "Greta and Hans". She seems to be offended, what a stuck up one.

07.00: Zombies
I'm standing behind a car with a friend, watching a crowd of people running by. I can see several of them are infected, but they haven't become aggressive yet. We head down into a narrow alley, most likely leading down towards the sewers. Opening a massive steel door, we find a hatch under some pipes. There's an even narrower path going from here. We try to get down the hatch, but suddenly I hear something. "Shh, quiet! Stand still" I whisper. A man comes around the corner, it's Peter from work. He opens the door and heads out, just as he's about to close it, he notices us. He closes the door. "Wtf? He's so slow of thought that he didn't even notice us haha!" I exclaim.

The dream skips. I'm holding up another steel door, looking into a large dressing room. There's another door on the left side of the room and a few old classmates of mine is changing their clothes or whatever. I can hear the zombies howling nearby. "Hurry up! We have to go!" I yell at the people. They don't hurry up at all, and I can hear the zombies closing in. A girl is standing close to the door I am holding up. The zombies come bursting through the other door and I grab the girl and toss her into our room. I close the door, but too late. Just as it's about to shut, the zombies get a hold of it. I release it and give up. I know I will die, but as they are behind me, I load the dream and is now back where I started. I start yelling at my old classmates for being idiots.

13.15: Gangster
I'm with a few other people, standing outside of a large glass building. We are about to blow it up. Using walkie-talkie's we try to synchronise the blasts. A few goes off, and later on two more. I'm waving some kind of flag. Dropping everything, we walk towards the building. The cops haven't shown up yet, but we are not about to wait up for them. We enter the building and walk into the glass elevator. "Who will take care of the dog? We need someone crazy to do it" just what I need. "I'll do it, I need a gun though" I say and find one in my pocket. "Oh don't worry, I brought a spare one just in case" I pull it out, it's a beretta. I can feel my pulse rising, hyperventilating I make it beat superfast.

"Worst case scenario, I'll just fly for real instead of in a dream" I say and laugh. We reach the top of the building. I look down and get a tingling sensation in my toes from the height. I spot a green helicopter. Apparently we're not that high up, because suddenly we are all jumping down the buildings, roof after roof. Everything is in slowmotion, like I'm in a movie. A girl tries to contact me, but I ignore her. I start taking off my jacket and hat, and is just about to walk back to our appartment when I spot a girl talking on the phone.

I hide in the sunlight. She gets very close but she doesn't notice me. The sun is blinding her. She hangs up. "You know how much trouble you will get into if they see us together?" she asks me. I jump off the ledge and hide behind a wall. She laughs. "You'll break your neck one day if you continue jumping around like that.

13.15: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements before bed: 200 ml applejuice, 2 x Omega-3

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning. Had a few dreams yesterday, but I was too hungover to be arsed to write them down haha. Last night was pretty cool, since I managed to re-enter a dream. A zombie/survival dream again, was awesome but weird.

05.00: Bedtime

13.30: Double dreams, zombies in a store
It's dark outside. I'm with two or three other people on the roof of a grocery store. There's a scaffold next to us, and some emergency exit stairs in metal. I run down the stairs and get to the bottom. There's an awful smell in the air. I spot the huge dark mass lying in the snow. It's some kind of dog, and I take a carpet of fur and put it next to the dog. Running back up, I wonder why it didn't attack us. A narrator voice tells me. "Even though the monster is incredibly strong, it has one weakness. When you use psychic powers on it once, it will obey" We start to lift up a metal hatch on the roof. It's all dark inside. I know what I need to get.

I wake up, and wonder if I should write the dream down, but I don't.

I'm inside the store. My sisters are there with me, and I think it was Felix. A strange sound, like a calling sound comes from a zombie woman standing nearby. She starts to walk towards me, and I jump around. She is VERY slow, and I got plenty of time to reload my gun (which is some kind of surringe/party bomb/toy gun thingy). I take away the cap which allows me to fire one shot. I aim it in her face and fire off a tiny blast of air and some water. It has no effect, but it all feels like a game. I look behind me and my sister has become one of them! She is walking too fast though. "Hey! You gotta slow down, you can't move that fast" I tell her. She complains a bit.

Dream skips. The store has been cleared. I'm with a few other guys now, Linus from work is one of them. I've packed my bag with all kinds of stuff, and I'm ready to leave. I climb up on the huge food storage to my level. One guy is ready to go to sleep and is already in his bed further away. I decide to stay for the night. The store is pretty messy, with ketchup on the floor and a crushed jar which I threw earlier. I remember the satisfying sound of glass shattering. I quote "Laserturken" for a while. Linus asks me why I even bother to go out if I don't have fun and dance or something. He mocks me for not wanting to go all the way to the city to party. I am given a drink. It's white russian. "I've already had like a litre of this tonight" I tell them, but I just chug it.

13.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8½ hours

Supplements before bed: Lots of alcohol

That's it! The alcohol suppresses REM, which then rebounds if I sleep enough. Sadly I didn't sleep enough, but it will definitely rebound tonight! I will try some Calea out during a small WBTB tomorrow morning. Hopefully I can get lucid. Also the dream I had was completely random. I'm sure it was longer and more intricate than that though.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had the intentions of getting lucid last night, but it only resulted in me talking about lucid dreaming with another DV member. I did have a cool nightmare about the end of the world. Other than that, I didn't dream much...

12.00: Bedtime

09.00: DV member at a party
I'm in a car, driving through a very nice looking neighbourhood. The lawns are green, trimmed and everything looks new. I spot a barbeque with alot of people at one house. Alot of cars are parked at the sidewalk. We go for a minute or so more, and arrive at a house. Inside there's some kind of neighbour gathering of some kind. Two guys are making a welcome drink in a large bowl. One of them is my uncle. "We do it like this, 60/60. It's going to be perfect!" he tells the other guy while pouring in a whole bottle of whiskey.

I'm in the kitchen, holding a drink myself. A guy in his mid 20's is talking to a woman about lucid dreaming. "My grandma was one of the first who registered, she's 70 years old" he says. The woman doesn't seem to care. "I have been a member for 7 years now" She walks away and I realise that the guy is actually Robot_Butler "Hey, I recognise you" I say and we start talking about lucid dreaming. He tells me about a thread he's made, and I know exactly what he's talking about. "Yeah I read that just the other day" I say.

09.00: End of the world


A massive nuclear blast appears on the horizon. I'm with Monica and two other people in the middle of the desert. "You're never going to make it" one of them says. "Goodbye" I tell them and jump up on my motorcycle. Monica gets on and we take off. I accidentaly do a wheelie but I quickly regain control. Going as fast as I can, I can hear the rumble of the explosion behind us, and I know the heatwave of it will strike within seconds. I spot a rocky area up ahead and I know it will give us cover from the intense heat. We make it in time, going down a small hollow behind some rocks just as the heatwave hits. I know that's not all, there's a shockwave coming next.

Leaving the bike, we run along the rocky area. The ground starts to vibrate, and soon it's trembling. "Do you know why it's doing that?" I ask Monica. "No..." "Well, it's because one layer of ground pushes on the next, which pushes on the next and so on" I say as we start to climb a small hill of rocks next to a white seven stories building. The ground is shaking violently now and we jump down from the hill into a courtyard. There are a few buildings just like the white one around us. "We should be safe here" I say and the shockwave hits us. The ground behaves just like water would when a wave goes through it. I ride the wave. "Wohoo".

The buildings all around us starts exploding, and glass shatters everywhere. When everything clears up, I can see that none of the houses has fallen. A large hole where the entrance should be, no windows left and most of them are crooked. We walk along the road away from the buildings. We're soon walking through a dark forest. Monica stops infront of a large pine tree with a rope ladder coming down from it. We climb up the tree, and I get this panicky feeling of being last in a dark room. Something's definitely going to grab my foot any second.

Once up, everything's very dark. We're once again back in our little tree house, trying to survive in this world filled with zombies. The tree house is a small rectangular room, only 4 x 2 meters, with a small room to the right for sleeping. A table is right infront of me with all kinds of junk on it, and there's a kitchen counter behind that. I bumb into something and Monica makes a shush. We stand completely still, listening for any sound below. She hands me a pair of black large silverware. I put them away and grab my shovel instead. It's very light.

"Get away from the hatch, if they come up, they'll see you" Monica tells me. I slowly back away, keeping my eyes on the hatch. After half a minute or so, we relax once again. I wish I was back at the house we were in before, where you could sleep without feeling anxious or afraid. I know those times are over. I hate this fucking tree house. "Hand me the gun" I tell Monica. She opens a drawer, pulling out an old revolver and carefully hands it to me. "Be careful! It's loaded" she tells me. I open it up, and is relieved to see all six bullets are still there. I am careful not to let it go off.

I realise we have to get more weapons. Only six bullets and a shovel isn't going to get us anywhere. I look out the small window. The forest isn't very thick, and ends at a lake just fifty meters away. I can see two red houses by the shore. There's a town over the water, next to a harbor. I remember there being a mall there, with glass windows. A plan quickly comes in mind. I would drive by and break a window by shooting at it. Monica would sneak in while I would honk and attract all the undead. Monica asks me if she could open a can of Sprite. "Yeah go ahead" I say. She carefully opens it with a low hiss. "Does this taste old?" she asks me. I taste it. "No it doesn't"

11.00: Fragment
*A zebra lies down at a tree, and starts giving birth. I can see a huge pink thing come out from behind. It's covered in crushed up tomatoes.

Amount of sleep: 10½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Very cool and scary dream. Had trouble falling back asleep after that one, and the last dream I had was so weird I couldn't even recall it. Well well.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

These are dreams I had during the night between Saturday and Sunday. 28th is the date I wrote it all down. Awesome dreams! Nightmares perhaps? Still long, vivid and filled with emotions.

Schizofrenic Depression
I'm with a female psychiatrist. Apparently I am very sick in the head. I am handed two big white pills, and is told to swallow them. It takes a couple of tries before I get them down with some water. "You have a depression" she tells me. This depressions causes brain damage, and makes you kind of schizofrenic. A thousand thoughts and theories spin around in my head right away (much like while I'm awake).

"So that's why I can't seem to stop thinking? I got a sickness..." I tell myself. I completely trust the psychiatrist and several pieces fall in place. We're sitting at a table with a few guys from work. I can't stop thinking. "How can I be so sure that any thought I have, is the real me? And not the disease talking. Who am I?" I ask myself. I pull my hair and yell that I have to stop thinking. People around me look very concerned.

Zombies
There are zombies everywhere. I'm standing on a road in the middle of nowhere. I spot a military vehicle in the ditch, and head for it. I have to fend off a zombie trying to bite me. The vehicle has a plastic bubble on the roof, and I see several people inside. They let me in and we're safe from the zombies. For now.

Several weeks later, we come out and I have a beard. There are still zombies walking around, but they're much more rotten now. "We should head for the nearest gas station" I say. A zombie tries to bite me and I kill it with my fists. Its rotten flesh ripping easily. We drive the vehicle to a gas station. There's just one zombie around, and I pour gasoline on him. "Don't light him close to the pumps!" I yell, running away from the faster than normal zombie.

He lights up, but doesn't seem to care. He just stands there, dying slowly. Suddenly a couple of cars appear. They're racing and a guy tells me to join them. I spot a light blue ferrari and I get in. The engine roars as I step on the gas and quickly catch up. The landscape looks a bit like from Fallout 3. From being in fifteenth place, I end up being third after a huge jump. It feels just like a racing simulator! In a tunnel I gain pole position, but sadly the dream ends.

Summer Computer Problems
I'm standing on a dock. The weather is amazing and the radio is on. "We have 30 degrees out at the moment, but we will expect much colder weather in the coming days" a woman says. I really enjoy the sun and I feel extremely happy. I want to take a swim but I decide not to because it's probably cold. Monica is with me, and I check my computer. A couple of files I don't recognise is on the desktop. I delete them.

They appear again. I delete them. Once again they appear, and I notice some kind of loading window. Winrar is unpacking things onto my desktop. The entire computer's contents are being copied. I try to make it stop, but I can't. I decide to ask DV chat for help.

Hair
I'm watching some kind of reality dating show. There are happy couples on the beach, telling people they've had the best time of their lives. I am standing in the water, and I accidentaly drop Monica's cellphone. It slides around on the sandy bottom. Felix tells me that I shouldn't be afraid to tell her I've got alot of hair on my back. "It's normal dude! She won't mind!" I find this strange since I am almost hairless.

Amount of sleep: Around 8 hours

Supplements before bed: Lots of alcohol

That's it! I will write the remaining dreams tomorrow. Took alot longer than I thought.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! Wasn't a very eventful night. Most of my dreams had some level of anxiety in them. Which is imo pretty cool! Atleast they're not boring hehe. I also did some sleepwalking, and had another nightly adventure.

12.30: Bedtime

02.00: Nightly Adventure
*I wake up. My pillow is sizzling kind of, like there's soda inside of it. I quickly sit up and throw the blasted thing on the floor. "Hah! I ain't letting that thing get to me" I think for myself. I go take a piss.

9.00: Fragment
*I'm in Thailand with my family and we're taking diving classes. I see a huge shark swimming upside down. There are all kinds of fishes in different colours. A song starts playing very much like the "Kiss the girl" song from Ariel. The song is about which fishes are dangerous. I see a black and white striped fish.

9.00: Stealing
I'm working in a supermarket store. Another guy working with me is standing a few meters away, unpacking goods. He slips a bottle of booze into his pants, and I can clearly see it. He doesn't seem to care and walks away. I walk to my locker and take out two bottles of Champagne. They're very expensive and around 50 years old. I put one on the stove and walk away with the other one. I realise I have to take a piss. My mom tells me I am a suspect of theft. I take a piss on the staff toilet. There's one of those ass cleaning, oldschool toilets next to me.

9.00: A bit too stern
I franticly clean my room. I can hear yelling down the hall. "Shit I ain't got my time left, he'll be here any minute now" I think and make my bed quickly. I get on my stomach and look under it. There is mold on the floor and I scrub it away with water and a sponge. Suddenly I can't move. I've reached too far under the bed and I'm stuck against it. "Okay just relax..." I breathe slowly for a few seconds, and manage to get loose. I get up and do some last minute cleaning of the toilet before a man stalks in the room.

My room mate hasn't made his bed, and the man is clearly disappointed. We stand with our backs straight and our eyes right ahead. He inspects the room thoroughly, tossing my sheets up in the air and turning the bed over. "Well well... Look what we got here" he tells us in a sadistic way. I'm starting to get scared as I imagine him finding a moth. He pulls out a huge, black and white insect with long antennas. He tells us that the insect is very rare and isn't alive. It's a zombie. He puts the insect (which I kind of remember having under my bed) on the table.

It really is amazing. Its long 20 cm body looks just like a caterpillar with pointy features. Two antennas are stiff against its body. I put on a straight face and lie to the man, telling him I have no idea where that came from. He gets up and tells me to sit down on the matress. I remain standing as he takes a plastic bottle, and puts it with the cap downwards, below my throat, just where the collar bones meet. He starts pushing and I grunt with pain. "Sit, down" he commands. I sit down and feel the pressure begin to increase. It really hurts. I wake up with some of the pain remaining, but most of it is coming from my two numb arms, which I am laying on.

10.45: Zombies
I'm in the woods with my friend G. We're driving a small pickup, and trying to navigate through the difficult terrain. There are hiking paths which we follow, trying to keep moving. "They are not very far behind" I tell him. The horde of zombies can be heard faintly. After a while of driving back and forth, going over small tress and rocks, we finally get to a road. The road leads over a bridge and I start wondering if we could blow it up, to prevent the zombies from going across it. Suddenly I realise Monica is still out there.

I tell G we have to pick her up. I am sure she's still alive since we had just spoken through a text message. But I want to make sure so I try calling her. She won't pick up the phone and all I hear is that annoying "Three" music. A hitchhiker is at the side of the road ahead, and I tell G to stop. We pick him up and he looks just like an old friend from school. He has a different name though. I check my revolver and notice I've only got three shots left.

"Has anyone looted Skärgårdsstad yet?" I ask as we pass the road leading in to my old house I lived in as a kid. "Forget it, we ain't got time for that" G tells me and accelerates. We drive for some time and meet a few cars on the way. I signal to them with the headlights, and G seems to get annoyed by it. After a while we get to a couple of stores. There's a supermarket and a "Systembolag" (where you buy booze in Sweden). We drive through the front doors of the supermarket but I notice that nothing's broken. "Perhaps there are people inside who doesn't want us to destroy the windows?" I say.

We decide to not break the inner windows and get out. A gas station appears in the middle of the buildings. A few seconds later, G has parked the car and is trying to fuel it up. He parked it on the wrong side... I take out my revolver, making sure no zombies get to us while we're fueling. That metal thingy you pull back to make it "active" falls off and hits the ground with a metallic sound.

Wake up: 10.45

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Food before bed: Nothing special

That's it! Pretty cool dreams imo, but I'm kind of disappointed that I didn't get a nicer lucid... I've lost some of my motivation, but I am going to try harder this week! Galantamine + Choline next weekend, and this Tuesday I will try some B6.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning. Had a very long dream period last night. Just a few hours after I went to sleep I woke up with three dreams in my head.

04.00: Naked
I'm with Monica outside of my appartment. We're in a park or something and the building we live in is alot bigger than it is in real life. We're both naked and are wearing towels or some kind of sheets. We've already been outside once. We walk back inside and wait for the elevator. A family walks in through the door and stand next to us. "I wonder how this is gonna turn out in the elevator" I muse and see it has almost arrived.

The elevator door opens and a fat lady with her two kids is in there. "We're doing laundry" she tells us and opens a hatch in the floor, leading to another elevator. Her two kids starts pulling on a rope and the other elevator moves. My mom shows up and starts talking to the lady. I leave them and end up in my appartment, where I meet my dad. He tells me a story. "At work, our boss wrote: "Start working" on the ground with spraypaint. And Johan retaliated by painting their wall. Then they started arguing like never before"

04.00: Resident evil fragment
I'm watching a Resident Evil movie. A zombie slowly walks up to a guy pointing a gun at it, and suddenly reach for his neck with a hiss. He doesn't shoot it for some reason and gets bitten by three of them. Another smaller guy enters the room, smashes a bottle on the counter and cut the heads off of all three in a second.

04.00: Dogs
I walk up to a house and I spot my mom's dog Igor on a benchl. I scratch him for some time and he's really happy to see me. There are other dogs there who wants to be petted, a large dobermann licks my hand and wants me to scratch him. I see alot of kittens all around me and my mom tells me she has decided to take care of them. One of them takes a shit on the grass.

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Food before bed: 2 x Omega-3 pills,

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!