"Nothing is True, Everything is Permissible..." ~ Hasan bin Sabbah
Yes... I know its been awhile since I've written. But I should be posting more often now that I finally have a good laptop to work from. Random & Vague Impressions I don't really remember much from last night. I woke up with a weird emotion that i cant comprehend or place. I tried laying back down in the position I was to trigger a better recall but all I got was some more random images. here's a list of them... ~ beautiful view from a cliff top. possibly a coastal European city? Nice, France? ~ brick walls ~ rope ~ Kaomea. but she looked about the age she was when I met her. between 13-16 years old. ~ lightning ~ turkeys running around cobble stone streets ~ costume store ~ Shasta (alt. name for a personal friend). i didn't see him but i felt him gripping my hand very tightly. maybe with fear? ~ floating aimlessly, an abyss ~ i remember feeling water in my mouth? like i was drowning but i wasn't afraid. this is strange because i am very afraid of suffocating in any way, shape, or form. ~ a randomschool. ~ a strange castle. and lastly, some of the feelings/impressions i remember in no particular order... ~ confusion ~ fleeting ~ i remember the feeling of analyzing something? like a situation that needed patience and a fresh eye. ~ layers. like i was in 2 or 3 spaces of time at once that overlapped. ~ the feeling i had when i awoke that i cant describe. it was such a weird emotion, i've never felt it before... i don't even know how to categorize it. it wasn't good or bad... just unknown. it felt like seeing a color that isnt in the normal human color spectrum. Now how the hell am i supposed to describe that? *shrugs*