Psychonautic

I don't remember what signaled my dream state to me. I believe I was standing outside on the patio of this cabin like thing which was on the side of a huge cliff. Looking over the edge, I could not even see the bottom, only a thick layer of clouds. I think that is what made me initially suspicious. I walk inside and theres a nude girl who I think kind of looked like a girl from one of my classes.I walk up behind her and give her really nice ass a good grab. I remember wanting to bang her, but it didn't happen and I can't remember why.

So I go into my room, still a little unsure if I was dreaming or not. I think back to the last thing I had been doing. Unfortunately I recall going to sleep in a cabin, perhaps a memory from a prior dream. I look at this cabin and think it is much bigger then the cabin I recall falling asleep in and decide I probably am dreaming. I begin searching for something. I can't remember what it was, but there was something I wanted, and in a dream when you want to create an object, you don't try making it poof out of thin air with your mind. You simply just search for it until eventually you find it. I remember searching through all the things in my room until I found something. I don't remember what it was, but after finding it I decided I didn't really need it. I walk over to the light switch and flip it because in dreams they aren't suppose to work. When I flip it off, the lights turn off, however when I flip it a bunch really fast, the lights do not keep up with my flipping, but remain off entirely. That is, until I flip them on because I actually want light. It seems that lights do work in my dreams as long as I truly desire the light to change. The fact that it did work, however, kind of threw me off. I look around at the room and laugh because this room looks so different from my real room that it was obvious I was dreaming.

So I went back outside onto the patio and was trying to figure out what I should do. I begin telling my parents that we are dreaming and they argue with me and tell me this is real, which starts to make me question whether I am dreaming again. I look over the edge of the porch and feel the urge to just leap off and solve the mystery once and for all. I decide that the risk is a little too big, and that jumping off would probably ruin my dream anyways, and decide not to. I then see a candle and I decide I'm going to move it with my mind. I don't focus on it and tell it to move, I simply believe that it is going to move. I keep telling myself that it's going to, and then sure enough, it inches towards me. The rest of my dream, however, starts to become really unstable and blurry. I decide to stop trying since I'd already moved it a little bit and I was risking losing my dream to do so.

I then decide I want to fly, I try a little bit, and manage to do something weird. I just can't seem to get my mind off of whether I am dreaming or not, to the point where I am annoyed and want to test it once and for all. I begin trying to wake up. There are times in my dreams where I feel like I can feel my real eyes. I try opening them, some times they start to a little but then close back up. It's very difficult for me to do, probably because I'm in a state of sleep paralysis. I spend awhile trying to open my eyes, but with no success. It seems all I can think about now is escaping this dream. I feel trapped in it, like there is no way out. I start to worry that this has become my reality and decide to try a different technique. I begin spinning in a circle, because doing so usually causes you to teleport to another dream. I spin in a circle, and am actually finding it difficult to do so. For some reason it is hard for me to get up my speed. Nonetheless I think I finally accomplished waking myself up, or at least removing myself from that dream. I'm not sure when I woke up because I think I went right back to bed when I did.