The Dream Magic Experiment

7:36 p.m.

I was with some parkour (PKPH) people in some sort of office I was practicing some stunts, flips, jumps and twists. I felt I was too active in that limited space. Ken told us to meet the nurse/doctor via e-mail/text. I went as soon as I saw the message, which was already late. The doctor/nurse (male) was with Ken, but then Ken left us alone. The doctor/nurse told me to take care of my bones, particularly on my right knee. He then said something taking care of myself that somehow related to sex, but I didn't get. I asked him to clarify. When I got it, I just smiled and told him I'm not sexually active. He smiled a knowing smile, probably a smirk, and said "Yeah, you're not."

Then I heard him talk to Ken about how I very easily let him (the doctor) "in" through my mind. The context was hypnosis. I was walking around the office. It was late. It's probably dark outside and some people went home already. Reminded me of the night I trained in Ninja Academy.

Strangers arrived. New group. Complaining about not getting attention.

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Notes:

- I had parkour training the entire morning.
- I slept at around 4:30 p.m.
- Woke up at 7:36 p.m.

[sexual content]

I was walking along the street. Daytime. It felt like that area in Quiapo with the plaza. (Not Plaza Miranda) I was thinking of watching a play/movie because my crush plays in it. (Justin?) The play/movie is 50 Shades of Gray. (Interestingly, I don't plan to watch it.)

I thought of what it's about and then I was in the "movie." (It's probably not how it is. I don't know the plot.) I was a woman who has a child going to see the doctor in his house/mansion. ("Mr./Dr. Grey will see you now" probably got confused in my mind.) I think I couldn't pay the fee for the operation (for the child, I think), so I was suggested (not sure by who) to see the doctor to see if he could waive my fees, particularly the operation fees. The person I was talking to (not sure who) said he waived what he could, but he has no control over the doctor's fees. So I went to see him. The doctor is Matt Bomer (yay!). I think we talked about the fees but not directly about sex.

Somehow, I ended up in the shower area. The rooms were separated by walls that don't reach up to the ceiling. There was a naked guy there. I think I was still a woman. I was also naked. I sat on the toilet seat. After a while, the "doctor" arrived. He doesn't look like Matt Bomer this time (boo!) but he "felt" familiar. He looks Filipino. He's also naked. One of us asked if the other is a virgin (not sure who). It was a "duh" moment since I had a child. The doctor sat on me, which felt awkward since he seems bigger and more muscled than me. I ran my hands down his torso and down his crotch. His penis is so small that I could cup it in one hand. Maybe he just wasn't hard? I think the guy in the other shower room offered soap.

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Notes:

- Well. 50 Shades keep popping up on my news feed.
- I think the guy that replaced Matt Bomer is one of the porn "stars" I've seen. Or maybe a local actor?
- Saw photos of the Quiapo area today because of the Chinese New Year festival.
- Slept on Dr. McGonigal's default mode meditation
- Alarm set at 6 hours and 16 minutes.

A doctor took out the remaining lump behind my head. Miracle worker, they called him. He used something like a thermometer which sucked out the fat, which looked dark and greasy. However, when I touched behind my head, there's still a lump, almost no different than a week or so after the surgery.

6:35 am

We were cooking noodles or barbecue. I think the woman doctor is the one teaching us to cook. She's kinda Latino or at least South Asian. Probably South American?

We were waiting for the dino eggs to hatch. We were riding a truck.

People were drinking outside the street, near a bar. JM is back from the states. He has long, curly hair. There are other friends around. There were Bailey's and vodka, but I avoided alcohol.

7:49 a.m.

Operation. Hospital. I was gonna have the bump on the back of my head surgically removed. I asked if I'll have anesthesia. The doctor said no. I asked how long it's gonna take. 10 minutes. I can deal with that.

Lied died in bed while I feel the back of my head being cut, and the "ball" removed. It's all red.