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    1. Premonition, Possibly saw KAOMEA in a dream??!?!?, Remembered only a small part of another dream....

      by , 01-14-2012 at 02:22 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      14.01.2012
      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Dream 1:

      I remember this dream very clearly because I woke up without the alarm ringing (then I realized I woke up to it before, but turned it off and slept without trying to recall any possible dreams and setting up the Mouse Plugin for the LucidScribe))...I guess in a way, my mind was probably telling me that I wasn't testing the FIELD method.

      But of course, this dream had it's own horrible and twisted side to it, I found a side to me (an emerging personality of myself as I engage in this dream) that seemed to not care about the well being of a DC who claims that he is responsible for what's occurring in the dream.

      But when I woke up, I didn't immediately open my eyes, in fact, I could've done a DEILD, but I decided to open them anyway.

      There was this meeting I somehow set up at my University (because I see a few familiar DCs that go there). I believe it was a meeting that I had in mind to hopefully in waking life recruit more tester's for IAmCoder's LucidScribe Program.



      (I had the thought before I slept that I would be able to ask my Biochemistry adviser to consider this as a sleeping research opportunity for other eager college students trying to get experience with doing certain things overall).

      But before the DC that took the role of Coder (he was sort of dirty blonde (his hair) in this dream, but I don't know Coder's actual hair color).

      I was sitting on the right side of this huge room, while there were a decent amount of people overall. The people I was sitting with are ones who are already into lucid dreaming.

      I think one person the DC mentions ignores the music and sound around him, and the DC that is acting like Coder here I believe says that he uses his ability (not Coder, the DC who ignores the sound) to induce lucid dreaming. And few other people raise their hands on whether or not they lucid dream as well.

      There were just a few who raise their hands, it was a few on one side and a few on one corner, etc.

      Then I start to see other DCs leaving, and I could hear some girl talking to her friend talking about me, but whispering. I think they were talking about how I was a part of them. I was a bit concerned because there were a lot of people who came to this meeting, and only a few remained.



      It was as if I was labeled as from kind of freak or visionary because we were talking about dreaming. I could only look down on the floor in disappointment, I couldn't bear looking up and seeing the people's reactions on what I was interested in giving them an opportunity on.

      Then one black girl who looks exactly like the one I met at my University,
      (and even in another dream where she said her name was Simone I believe, (but I don't know if I said it right when I met her IRL)) screams out my name I believe. I'm not sure why, but as she's leaving with the other people, she's near me and just looking at me.

      For a split second there, I looked into her eyes, she looked disappointed.

      (And in waking life, I knew she liked me and wanted to do more to me because of her tendency to over-react at me simply greeting her with a hand-shake; but I don't have any interest in this woman though, it's just a dream beforehand that helped me remember her name when she appeared in real life, and I'm not sure if Simone was her real name like I said before in this dream).

      I stare at her, and I'm still wondering why these people are leaving, and then I ignored her and stared at the ground again in sadness even.

      She goes up to the exit (you have to go up a few levels of these wide steps) and complains about something about signing up, but not actually doing the test runs.

      After everyone leaves, there is this random DC that I still assume is Coder or someone, and I apologize to him about what happened. He has that expression that said "It's all right" and eventually left.

      I leave the place too, and suddenly I'm in a cafeteria, and the disappointment was still retained in my mind of not being able to look at people after they thought that the DC explaining about dreams was something that we shouldn't have done or that it's just all some kind of hoax.

      I ignore the urge to look at people and went to get something to eat. I had a plate in my hand with cut up pieces of chicken breast that was coated with flour that was already fried.

      Quantum Physics and the Nature of Dreamscaping-fried-chicken.jpg

      (You know how that if you're lost outside and there are people around you, sometimes you want to take out your phone or smartphone and look at it and pretend you're texting to avoid looking stupid because you don't know where you are going? Yeah it was kind of like that in this dream, except the plate of chicken breasts in my hand was my "smartphone," so to speak. )

      Apparently the same girl Simone I mentioned earlier, I probably had a dream fragment before in the same dream of hanging around with her and her friends, so maybe that's why things were awkward when I was in the cafeteria/dining hall.

      As I try to find a seat, I see some girls talking to each other, and there are a few seats vacant, but I didn't want to sit there because I thought they probably wouldn't want me there after the little dream meeting they went to.
      (In this dream, I assumed everyone knew about everyone leaving after the dream speech the DC gave; so I thought everyone would hate me and label me as the freak).

      Then I think I turn back to see what else I can get to eat, and then this random DC who is pretty wide in size and is pretty big (as in a little fat). But his gray hoodie kind of concealed any revealing skin, and it just made him look wide.



      He gets out a gun and I panic, but he puts it back to say he's not here to kill me I believe. Then the dream scene is me in a room with some random DC who looks like he's a black male, but somehow forms into this hot black female chick who is bald.

      I think I even touched her to feel her beautiful curves, but there wasn't any sexual I did to her. Then the DC with the gray hoodie said something about how he's causing all of the bad luck I'm having in the dream, and that I had to kill him so that it can end because his bad luck will pass on to me??? I told him that I couldn't do it so quickly, and said that he should at least enjoy something before his inevitable death.

      (I think that's why the hot black chick came up, but I'm not going to assume)

      (That part almost felt like an MGS3 moment where Naked Snake had to kill The Boss in the final mission; basically him killing her would be he would be the one to carry on the pain of war, etc.)

      (Wait if you're the one with the bad luck, why would I kill you to have your bad luck pass on to me? Of course, no logic in my head to do a reality check in this dream sadly, I just felt emotions and senses, and I didn't even have that mindset to where I knew was dreaming either).

      Then the dream scene changes to where I'm near the exit for everyone to leave, but they haven't all gotten up as yet. The DC in the gray hoodie is probably wearing something else, but I didn't pay attention to that. I was maybe 1-2 feet away from him, and I have a gun in my hand.

      Quantum Physics and the Nature of Dreamscaping-2028534-gangster-silhouette-gun-isolated.jpg

      I waited for the bell to ring, and I was patiently waiting for it too, and once it did, BANG. I shot him straight in the head. The few seconds I had being in front of him, I could see him face go from life to nothingness so quickly.

      It was as if he was suffocating even though it was a head shot. His eyes just have this cold stare to them, it was just too weird. I think I even smirked (a part of me did, probably because I felt the bad luck would end killing him).

      The DC drops and I immediately turn around to hide the gun in the jacket I was wearing. I walk casually to make sure no one saw the gun in my hand and wouldn't assume I killed him.

      I go outside and I see a lady maybe in her 40-50s that looks like a blonde, and she looks like some kind of security guard (I think she had "State Trooper" on the back of her uniform).



      She looks at me for a while and then looks away, but not in a suspicious manner. It was that look that you see when people are busy packing up stuff, and they take a little break and look around at people near them. But she was blonde, and of course, was only paying attention to me for those few seconds before going back to what she was doing.

      In the mean time, I tried to put the gun inside my jacket without looking for an inside pocket (because I was scared someone would find it suspicious of me doing that with a hyper expression on my face).

      Eventually I got irritated and just put the side of the jacket to my side (I'm still wearing it though) very hard so the gun won't slip out. I walk quickly pass the blonde DC state trooper or whatever, then I had a thought that I should go back to where I killed him.

      So I did (it was pretty instantaneous to be precise) and I see him resting there lifeless, and I conjure up this facade that I'm so shocked at what happened.

      I believe I put my hands on my face as if I was going to scream "OH MY GOD" or something like that.

      I see a DC near the body shocked at the body, and I conform to her being shocked as well and then turned back. I see the blonde DC again, but she isn't looking at me. She was probably less suspicious of me, or maybe it was just me being paranoid overall.

      I can't remember what I did next in the dream.

      Dream 2:

      I'm not sure I had this dream before or after the one I had an okay recall on above. But it's short, but I thought it's best to write down anyway.

      So I'm outside and I am doing some running in an environment with high grass that was probably knee level. I'm doing a sprint and then a dive for cover to crawl under something. Then I think the dream repeats and I'm running again, but before I dive, there's an anthill.

      (probably the response I made that I hoped there aren't any anthills near the couple making love in the "Do you have a fetish?" thread on NoDaniel's post about an Outdoor fetish).

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      Then I stand up quickly, but looking on my right side of my peripheral vision, I knew that I shouldn't move too quickly. I think I had in mind that there was a monster in Resident Evil 4 that was blind, but could hear really well and charge after you with its claws. (Garrador is the name of it actually).



      I'm not sure if that was the case then, but when I moved a little faster, I hear it's scream. I was shit scared, so I just force myself to jump higher than this tall beast's height and let it swing the air instead of my face (hahaha).

      Then a menu comes up like in a Metal Gear Solid game where you would choose an item/weapon. I decided to go with the Body Armor in MGS2 that would reduce damage you take by half I believe.


      I couldn't cover to the other side (the jump I did was as if you were to do a cheat where you character can float insanely high). So I had to drop down to see this beast again, but it dissapears before I land completely to the surface.

      Then I'm walking in this weird new dream scene where everything is up at the sky. The floor was probably made of white stone or something, and the stairs or more like ramps rather than actual steps.

      Quantum Physics and the Nature of Dreamscaping-sky-cities-castle-sky.jpg

      When I go up to the white stoned ramp, I see a DC on the bottom level (I'm not that far from being on the bottom level actually, just started to go up the ramp).

      She was wearing a red dress, and I think she's coming after me, but not in a creepy "I'm going to kill you way." It was more of a slow walk and wanting to introduce herself to me.
      (at first I thought it was just a random DC, but then I thought of Kaomea as I'm typing this because I remember her avatar of her bending down with a red dress; then again, I don't know if that's her in real life in the previous avatar or her succubus form ).





      But I can't remember what happened next after that, my image is a little hazy (like I could see the outline and colors of the DC like her arms, legs, dress, hair etc., but not her eyes).

      And another dream before all of these other dreams, I couldn't remember too much on it.

      Dream 3:

      I can't recall much of this dream I knew I had before the other ones other than the fact that I was with my mother and father and we were headed somewhere. We were in this place with a few DCs.

      Blah, crap recall for that one, but it's best to jot it down anyway.

      My recall looks like it's on PMS or something, one day I'm recalling several dreams, the other just one, and then going back to recalling senses again. But what am I complaining for?






      Updated 01-14-2012 at 03:21 PM by 47756

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