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    1. Carrot and Anderj101, Talking to Carrot

      by , 05-13-2012 at 01:39 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.13.2012
      Carrot and Anderj101 (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I took 6mg of Melatonin last night, set the alarm to wake me up around 3.5-4 hours of sleep.

      I had the alarm wake me up another time after that, and I typed up this dream in the mean time before going back to sleep to wait for the second one to ring.

      At first, it seems that I'm the only one in the backyard of a random house, but both my father and mother were there, they were just in different areas of the garden. It's really bright outside, but I don't necessarily feel too hot.

      There's this huge tree stump that I'm walking on, and I'm wondering when we're going to get out of this place. There's a random female dream character walking back and forth on the other side of the gate, which was kind of weird for me. I believe she had dark brown hair,but didn't get to see her face sadly.

      The place has fairly high grass, almost reaching to the top of your ankles. The dream shifts to where I'm on top of some really green hill with someone who probably is my father. He's wearing shades, and we're looking over at some people below.

      It's still a bit bright outside in the dream, and the area almost looks the same as the place near my apartment, except that there's a really huge peak somewhere in the middle this time. Some people look familiar, one person on the bottom looks like Anderj101, and I don't know what they're doing, but it looks like they're waiting for something to happen in the mean time.

      I told my father that these are people I know on the forums...

      Shit....are you kidding me? He wouldn't even be the last person I would tell ever about this forum, but I said it without feeling hesitant, so this is all the work of my sporadic non-lucid state of mind. He didn't really take what I said too seriously, probably to respect my own business.

      Then the dream shifts a bit to where I see this girl that looks like Ashley M--almost said her name
      (for personal reference: girl with light brown hair at A&M)....Anyway, Ashley wanted to get some guys to help her carry a mattress I'm assuming. It looks an awful lot like mine, dark blue, and having a gray bottom.

      I decide to randomly join in with carrying the mattress. It wasn't too heavy, and it was pretty small for a mattress, so I don't know why she would need 4 guys to carry it. Anyway, me and 3 other random guys carry the mattress while moving forward in a completely different environment.

      It seems like the setting is early morning, or early evening with the sun fairly close from being out of sight. The guys helping me carry the mattress, one by one, start to take their hands off it, and I'm still holding it awkwardly.

      It takes me a while to realize this, and then I tell and yell at time a bit, not too loud, just out of surprise. One I believe started to laugh a little bit, but I didn't see their faces, just the back of their heads.

      They started to run, and I started to run as well. It takes me a while to be cognizant that I'm still holding on to the mattress, and then I put it on the top of my head, and started dashing for those guys for being silly and not helping me out.

      I realized that they were basically useless, and I could take care of holding it myself. I believe I dropped the mattress at some point in this moment of running.


      Then, another dream shift, I'm in a fairly busy area, and most of the dream characters are Asian.


      (Just using this to remember how rushed the dream felt at this point)

      I didn't notice this yet, but I was holding my pillow on my left hand, and running like crazy looking for Carrot (DV member). Dodging people and trying not to cause too much of a scene, I finally see Carrot running as well.

      I don't know exactly why she's running, but as I'm running, I notice something barking, and I turn my face to the left, while still running, and see a black and brown dog.



      It had a mix of a German Shepherd, and the face of The Sulimov Dog.
      Basically, a hybrid between Lapponian Herders and Turkmen golden jackals

      It didn't seem to be after me, but rather, a companion? I ignore it, unfortunately, since it was a brief moment and was too concentrated on why Carrot is running so quickly.

      I take advantage of my environment with a fair amount of people walking in a city by blending in with the crowd, still maintaining a steady run after her. I see Carrot finally decides to take a break and walk a bit, and she turns to her left to see if whoever is chasing her is gone.

      She looks relaxed, and then turns her head back in front to walk. I come in casually, like nothing didn't even happen, and told her while having my hand on her left shoulder about something related to me and her having a party before I have to leave and go back home.

      The dream shifts to where I'm sitting down with a blonde female to the right of me at a restaurant, but I only recognized her hair with peripheral vision, and I didn't seem too interested in the table I'm sitting next to her.

      The reason being was that I was seeing that the dream was going to fade a little bit, and it sucks that I didn't get to see the face of the blonde to the right of me.....damn it lol, dream signs of blondes are getting a lot more frequent now.

      And I'm not even picking out random blondes, she was RIGHT there next to me, sipping on some kind of beverage. I believe she was also wearing a strapless Khaki dress, but it looked a little bit lighter in material, so that's the best thing I can associate with it, not really keen on the fashion stuff for women.



      And I noticed that the table cloth had red and white squares, but I didn't pay too much attention to that.



      I believe I was talking to someone in front of me, and even though the speech was diluted a bit, signaling a dream fading or something of the sort, I could tell that I didn't really want to engage in the conversation in the first place.



      The interesting part of this dream is that as I typed it up in a Dream Journal program, I was looking for breeds of police dogs on Wikipedia, and the Sulimov Dog was the BEST match for the face of the dog that I saw in the dream.

      And it's a Russian dog too (I think?), seems either it came to light in the dream because I read an entry of Sinoblak's where she met Eva and her playing Russian music (Eva that is), or it came as a coincidence.

      I don't think that's mere coincidence, homologous association at least, but not coincidence....because my mind likes to associate a few things late at night rather than during the day, sometimes.

      And another interesting thing was me holding a pillow. I never held a pillow before in my dreams....ever, at least, all the ones that I recalled. I wonder if it's because I watched the commentary and walk-through of "Catherine" for the XBOX-360/PS3 on YouTube.

      Spoiler for Vincent in Catherine:

      Spoiler for Random stuff about Catherine the video game:



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      05.13.2012
      Talking to Carrot (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I decided I should sleep for 1-2 hours, I didn't really expect a lot to happen in that time, but it was good practicing to listening for the alarm though.

      When the alarm started to ring, I kept my body still, and dozed off to sleep was I was trying to recall the dream I had before it woke me up.

      All I remember is that I'm talking to Carrot, and probably someone else as well.

      Updated 05-13-2012 at 02:06 PM by 47756

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    2. Janitor & Elevator, OpheliaBlue & Alex, Eyeball, Head shot, Swimming, Carrot the Mastermind.........

      by , 05-03-2012 at 06:46 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.03.2012
      Janitor and Elevator (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I remember going inside this pretty huge elevator, and there's this janitor that comes in at out of the stops. He is wearing a gray dress shirt, and some shorts.

      He asks me a question that I can't remember, probably something related to cleaning up the floor on within the elevator, but I said No.

      The elevator opens, and as he's taking his stuff out, I noticed he forgot that one of his equipment was dangling out inside the elevator, so before door closes completely, I dash towards the area move it aside.

      I come out, and I'm in some random area, it feels like in a firm of some sort, seeing out things are fancy. It doesn't feel like a hotel, because area itself I'm in is too small.

      I turn around and explore the place a little bit, and there's two doors. One is for going to different floors of a bank, and the other I can't remember too well.

      I'm kind of hesitant on which door to pick, and I remember going near the ledge and holding on to the metal barrier on top to look down. I think some small thing falls on my head, or maybe it was a spider's web that got on me.



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      05.03.2012
      OpheliaBlue met Alex in Texas? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      OpheliaBlue tells me that Alex was in Texas in waking life one time, and she got the chance to meet and talk with him.

      I don't understand why she would tell me something that would technically be confidential and only released to staff members, but I guess it wasn't big of a deal for her to tell me.
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      05.03.2012
      Eyeball (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm walking around random areas, can't really get a good description of any, too many dream shifts, and they were most likely short experiences anyway.

      The one I do remember is me in the bathroom. I'm looking at myself in the mirror, but I'm not seeing myself, I'm seeing my eyeball zoomed in.

      There's a hair strand right on the middle of my pupil, and I carefully slide it to the white area and took it out. Then something else random was in my eyes, it looked like half of a transparent shower curtain hook was in my eye as well.

      It felt kind of weird how I was taking it out, but it in a twisted sort of way, it was relaxing feeling it come out of me as I'm moving it out.

      Someone is telling me something, but I don't really pay attention to them, and I don't think it's my higher self talking or anything like that.
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      05.03.2012
      Over sized Clothes (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm inside a store with a female named Kim in waking life, I don't know what she's doing in this dream, but apparently, she declares to me that she'll some clothes for me.

      Okay, free stuff, sweet, so I go around the store, and the carpet is dark brown, and there's somewhat of decent lighting in the store. All I'm seeing from this store are dress shirts and some fancy suits, nothing NORMAL to wear, and they're all over sized.

      I can't possibly wear any of these over sized clothes and make myself look like I'm fat or something. I try to avoid Kim seeing me, seeing as I can't pick out any clothes as yet.

      I don't know what I'm being a wimp with not going up to her and admitting there aren't any clothes my size because they're over-sized for me.
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      05.03.2012
      Head shot (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I know more went on in this dream before, but I can only remember this certain starting point.

      I'm outside and it's bright as day, the building I exit seems to be a skyscraper or some kind of large corporation building with glass windows making up most of its composition.

      I see a light brown brick wall somewhere in this dream, and someone was supposed to appear behind it I guess?

      I look to my right and see someone coming out, they look at me, holding a weapon most likely since I'm sure I raised both my arms to show that I'm not going to do anything to them.

      I slowly motioned myself towards what seems like a backpack, and I think I knew there was a gun I could use, but again, the lapse in recall makes this a bunch of presumptions of what's in it.

      When they turn the other way to look at another person I think, I quickly grab a gun, probably from the backpack or whatever, and immediately shot the person in the head.

      I didn't hear a gunshot from it, it was like hearing the sound of a tranquilizer gun, but I'm pretty sure that guy I shot was dead.

      D.......E........A..........D...

      The bullet went in pretty deep inside of his head, and there's no blood coming out.

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      05.03.2012
      Swimming with Zora, Aqua, or Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm in an environment like in the video below, it definitely had a strong resemblance of it.



      Exclude that I'm Link on a boat though, it's just me, half naked wearing a long black dress pants. I'm swimming pretty fast in this down stream, or maybe it's because of the current speed that's accelerating me.

      There's someone swimming with me, and I feel it was a female Zora, and I could tell it was female because I heard her say things to me in a voice that could only be a female.

      I think I told her to be careful swimming and try not to bump into too many of the green colored boulders. So I guess in my mind, I had the logic of the boat game where if you bump into the boulders or anything, you would lose points.

      Except this time, it was the Zora/Aqua entity that I was concerned about, because every time she was being ditzy and bumped into something, I felt some of her life force getting weaker and weaker. Maybe I was just concerned about her well-being rather than it being her life force, lol.

      She was a mix of these: Aqua from Tales of Symphonia 2, Zora from Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess (the image is a male, but it's hard to tell if Zoras are male or females in TP though), and Queen Rutela from Twilight princess as well.
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      It was pretty fun being around this entity, despite their Klutzy nature.

      There were some moments where the dream resets at certain points, probably when the person's life ended and was set to full back again, not sure, I just remember a few blackouts and us starting wherever she hit a boulder or something.

      Alyzarin did mention her swimming in a dream last night, and I wonder if it's her in a different form, since she is kind of klutzy and ditzy in her dreams sometimes, especially in this one.

      Anyway, we're (I still don't know who) finally reaching the end of the stream, and it seems this one is carrying us at a higher acceleration than before. We finally reach the end, and I think I thank the person I was swimming with, and went out alone.

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      05.03.2012
      Carrot the Mastermind (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      It's kind of hilarious seeing Carrot, a member here on DV, being in control of what I do in my apartment. Even now, I wonder if she's actually doing that, hahahaha.

      From the dream above with the Zora/Aqua/Alyzarin speculation, I believe this dream is a continuation of that.

      I remember floating up to water surface, and feeling the water rush out of me as I'm on ground level. As I'm walking, I'm shaking my head to get rid of the water, and I still feel myself wearing the long black dress pants from the last dream, and I think I was still half-naked.

      I'm clearly headed for somewhere, but I don't know where exactly, I just know the area I'm in resembles certain areas at my University. There was this small gap I was going through at some point in the dream, and I had to jump on some small ledge and edge myself along the path.

      Okay, enough of that boring stuff. I finally reach my apartment, go inside, and there's a person inside. He's skinny, brown hair, wearing a white jacket with some small black font on it probably, and is wearing some generic blue jeans that were faded.

      I ask him,

      "How did you get in here?"

      He starts getting a knife, and tries to stab me, but I dodge most of his attacks, just barely.......

      He is telling me some things, but I can't remember anything except when I asked him the same question like before basically.

      He responds saying Carrot is able to control who goes in and out of my apartment electronically.

      And that it's all part of her twisted game in having fun with what I do inside my apartment. The person said I was an S1 or G1 type of ranking, not sure what that meant.

      I think he even said something along the lines of compared to Carrot's rank, I'm like a third grader. I was a little shocked by this, and he continues attacking me with the knife. I dash towards my bedroom, close it quickly.

      It's a good thing the guy thought I locked it, because I know that in waking life, the bedroom door doesn't have a lock, and doesn't even close all the way. (It makes a clicking sound, but it always retracts and slides just a little back).

      While I'm peeping through the small crevice, I see him going back, then turning around facing the door. Instead of just waiting for him to do something, I think I turn around to go to my closet and find something to attack him with.

      I do it quietly, and the dream shifts to where I open the door, and he's coming at me, and he grazes his weapon on the lower regions of my chest, but it was just a graze.

      I can't remember much after that.
    3. Library, Carrot?, Why Are You Touching Me Like That?, Lecture Shifting, White Noise Should Help....

      by , 03-25-2012 at 06:35 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      03.25.2012
      Library, Carrot?, Why Are You Touching Me Like That?, Lecture Shifting, White Noise Should Help... (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      My recall is kind of horrible since I slept late last night, but I find that listening to white noise really helps with falling asleep for me, will have to continue using it to see if I can get to sleep faster.

      Dream 1: Library

      I'm inside of a library, and I go to peek over to see what's near the left section, and I find I see "Glass" again. She was reading a storybook to children sitting around her.

      I quickly tried to hide so she wouldn't see me, then I find myself sitting down near some librarians. One was saying that she needed more people because someone could take the new books away.

      Dream 2: Carrot?

      It's dark, and the only source of lighting are the street lights. I see a female that looks like Carrot, it takes me a while to notice, but she's walking somewhere.

      I just happened to cross paths with her, and it seems I did an ignore test to see if she was a DC or the real one. So I walk past her, and opened a laptop that was in my hand and pretended I was busy with something.

      Turns out that I can still feel her energy.
      I can't remember what I did next though.

      Dream 3: Why Are You Touching Me Like That?

      I believe I'm near the middle of a two stairs being intersected. Imagine going down one set of stairs, and there's one square floor you walk on before you turn to your right to down to the other set.

      I was in the middle, and I find something was a little bothering about my body. I think my shirt was already off, and I was wearing the black jeans I usually wear for Lab days, so I'm presuming I was getting off from a lab just now in the dream.

      I don't know why I have the sudden urge just take things off, especially if people might pass, but it didn't feel anyone would come up or down these sets of stairs.

      I feel someone's presence, and they're right behind me. She starts observing my lower region, and keeps staring at my ass. I didn't really mind, she had such a soothing nature to her that didn't make me feel bothered that she's seeing me half-naked.

      To be honest, because she was so curious, if I were lucid, I would've become curious with her too.

      She looks around some more, and she even touches me slightly. I've notice my whole body was warm in this dream, and me covered up in a comforter sheets probably was sublimated into this dream of me feeling a little heated up.


      She looks a lot like a girl I had for my Psychology class in High School, let's call her Samantha. Samantha was giggling, almost like she wanted to tease her prey or something, I just wanted her to touch me more already since her cold hands felt really nice against my warm body.

      I asked her, "Why are you touching me like that?"

      But I can't remember what she said after that, I don't think she talked a lot, she mostly giggled and was smiling a bit.

      I believe after she's touching my ass for a while, I told her I have to go. My memory is still a bit fuzzy from this, but I think she wanted me to stay, and almost cried and said, "Noooo!"

      I remember her screaming something, so I'll just assume it was her saying "Noo!"

      The dream shifts to where I'm outside to go towards the Clock tower in College Station, and I'm waiting for traffic to clear up a little bit, but then I find I can't head near the train intersection because something was blocked.

      It looked blocked to me.

      I guess that would make sense seeing as there's construction going on around that area, but even so, we can still pass through it because they set up temporary old fashioned stop lights to allow some traffic.

      Dream 4: Lecture Shifting

      My recall for this is horrible, all I remember is me sitting outside on the floor near a lecture room. I see my professor who covered the first two exams for my Biology 112 course, and the room is pitch black, with the screen being the only source of light.

      The dream is weird, I can't tell if I'm near the lecture room, or near the drive-thru of a fast food restaurant lol.


      Dream 5: White Noise should help...

      I'm inside a room, watching an adult film, but I'm also hearing the white noise on my laptop playing from a link that continuously plays it over and over.

      I believe I see my mom headed out somewhere by me peeking through the door. I'm watching an adult scene I believe, but then again, I'm wondering if I'm having sex at the same time.

      I thought the white noise should help canceling out the moans in the room, and that my mother wouldn't hear that.

      When I'm looking down, I don't think it's an adult scene I'm looking at on my laptop, but rather, a really beautiful woman really close to my body sticking her ass out to me.

      So much for lucidity, because she was practically begging with the position she was in.



      Updated 03-25-2012 at 06:48 PM by 47756

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      non-lucid